I locked the door I just opened

[Verse]
When did I lose, all of my patience, I was to prove, too y’all that hate me, went to the other room, before y’all could shame me, fuck all y’all too, life is too mainstream, I never stopped my violent ways, I was never mad, just only afraid, to live so lonely, in a world we see today, cold and miserable, without a principle, life seems so pointless, without a miracle, I’m disposable, reaching is so hopeless, dreaming one day to be happy, but all of my dreams are so tacky, slowly turning into nightmares so empty, light never showed itself so deadly, seeing my demons come out, god I’ve been trying to shout, they got me trapped under the clouds, I’m holding all the rain causing a drought, blind from all of this proudness, opening the door to see what’s around this, seeing the darkness that surrounds it, locking it up, I was never bound to win, all of these viscous dreams, all of these bells that ring, sounding god to come bring us to our knees, knowing what seems, life could be redeemed, I don’t know what that means, throwing it all away, got to end my life, just to end it today, but I know I’ll never fly, up to the heavens, god please make this my lesson, not knowing if I needed a blessing, or just to be saved
[Solo[Piano]]
[Chorus]
God please save me,
The devil tried crawling in,
I won’t let him win,
Please don’t let me sin,
But my faith,
Slowly withers away, 
God please save,
I can only hope and pray,
God please save me,
The devil tried crawling in,
I won’t let him win,
Please don’t let me sin,
But my faith,
Slowly withers away, 
God please save,
I can only hope and pray,
[Outro]
God please save me,
The devil tried crawling in,
I won’t let him win,
Please don’t let me sin,
But my faith,
Slowly withers away, 
God please save,
I can only hope and pray,

Rap, sad, hard