Love Hates Me

Drowning in my own tears,

Surrounded by my own fears,

Love is strong don’t you know,

But hate is what we have to show

Life can be beautiful in many ways, as days pass by, all you hope is for me to say, when we were young, our life was full, by the time we grew, our life was bull, wishing to know what goes through your mind, I think about it, everyday and all the time, it kills me to not know what you think, is it just me or do I need a shrink, why don’t we speak anymore, I know life’s a bitch, but she ain’t no damn whore, was that corny for what I said, please don’t call me boring for everything I read, can’t even sit in the same room, time flies by, why are you mad is it something I don’t do? Is it just me, or does this feel like déjà vu? It’s always the same shit, being mad at me? I didn’t even say shit, all I did was stand up, got you all pissed off, every time I did stuff, babe why are you so mad, baby are you good? One minute you were so glad, but now I feel like I’m in the hood, maybe one day I might understand, but today I’m taking back my plans

Drowning in my own tears,

Surrounded by my own fears,

Love is strong don’t you know,

But hate is what we have to show,

Do you even love me dear?

Tell me what I want to hear,

Show me hate I need to grow,

Let’s move on and see how it goes

Why are you yelling, could’ve got to the point, but you keep on telling, why don’t you make your point, you’re wasting my time dwelling, on the past that we said to forget, but I guess I’ll have to hear it, till we are all dead, all this screaming and pain, feel like I’m losing it, while I stand in the rain, feeling like a damn prick, all I wanted was your love, all I needed was a dove, but all you gave me was pain and hate, all I wanted was love and fate, but forgiveness is unfortunate, all this hate feeling so damn torturous, it’s all locked in my head, gouging my eyes out, this is what I said, I loved you from the beginning, too the time we fall from the chimney, but what comes with love is hate, there’s no room for debate

Drowning in my own tears,

Surrounded by my own fears,

Love is strong don’t you know,

But hate is what we have to show,

Do you even love me dear?

Tell me what I want to hear,

Show me hate I need to grow,

Let’s move on and see how it goes