Don’t Burry Me

Was I too far gone? In this world of hate, where I don’t belong, was this truly my fate, I don’t understand, my own words, my own choices, all of my demands, all I did was stand in the rain, no coat, no love, just the shame, forever bound to death, I’ve already dug my own grave, holding each breath, never heard the words of regret, knowing all my fears, the blood dripping, impersonating all my tears, now you know, don’t forget i am near, I never made it home, to the land, that I should know, but my hands, feel the unknown, I’ve reached for my mother, to hold on too, to cry through, all of the pressure, I’m going through so much pain, I wake up, feeling so damn drained, it’s hard to go to work, to even eat, to even sleep, my heart is so damn hurt, love couldn’t fix, all this pain I deserve, dear god, my prayers as I’m down on my knees, I hope for one day, I’d understand my sea, where I’d drown, all of me, please don’t forgive all of my sin, I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve to win

The death of me, is my enemy, no matter what I’ll be, I’ll always feel defeat, even if I try, digging six feet deep, I won’t survive, please don’t burry me

As the storm comes, all hell breaks loose, soon I’ll be done, isn’t that what I’ll lose, growing up made me realize, life is just a stupid lie, corrupt and dishonest, I signed in blood, my signature getting so tarnished, drain all my memories in the rain, god please take this pain, I don’t understand my ways, I’m gonna die someday, crashed out on the couch, no drugs, no booze, just tired of life itself, I can’t even hurt myself, the pain, the blood, doesn’t even help with doubt, I’m lost so damn much, even if I get better, this world hurts so much, I’ll never hold back my dreams, I’ll just never reach them, all I have is nightmares, isn’t that what I grieve, soon we will believe, life should have meaning, I never figured it out, through all this thinking, lay me down, to fall asleep, never to wake up, in a state of weak, death used to be free, comes at a cost, isn’t that what it seems, maybe one day I’ll believe, that day was one of my dreams

The death of me, is my enemy, no matter what I’ll be, I’ll always feel defeat, even if I try, digging six feet deep, I won’t survive, please don’t burry me

The death of me, is my enemy, no matter what I’ll be, I’ll always feel defeat, even if I try, digging six feet deep, I won’t survive, please don’t burry me

The death of me, is my enemy, no matter what I’ll be, I’ll always feel defeat, even if I try, digging six feet deep, I won’t survive, please don’t burry me