[Intro – soft, distant, echoing]
Yeah…
I thought I left this behind me…
But it creep back in… every time…
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[Verse 1]
I been tryna stay clean from the thoughts in my head
But they circle back around every night in my bed
Heart racin’, hands shakin’, feel it deep in my chest
Like I’m fightin’ for air but I never get rest
Yeah I said I was good, yeah I said I was straight
But anxiety knockin’, yeah it don’t ever wait
Try to run from the past but it stick like glue
Every step that I take feel like déjà vu
Ice in my veins but I’m burnin’ inside
Got a smile on my face but it’s all just a lie
I been losin’ myself, I can feel it again
Fallin’ back in the cycle I said was the end
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[Pre-Hook]
And I hate this feelin’
Like I’m stuck in repeat
Tryna stand on my own
But I’m too damn weak
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[Hook – emotional + melodic]
I keep fallin’ back into bad habits
Tryna fight it off but I can’t manage
These panic attacks, yeah they savage
But they can have that—I ain’t havin’ it
I been drownin’ in my own damage
Mind go dark, yeah it turn tragic
But I won’t let it take control
Even if I lose it, I won’t fold
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[Verse 2]
Yeah, cold sweats in the middle of the night
Heart beat loud like a drum in a fight
Every breath feel heavy, like I’m losin’ my grip
Tryna hold it together but my hands keep slippin’
Voices in my head say “you’ll never change”
“Same old cycle, different type of pain”
But I’m screamin’ back like “nah not today”
Even if I fall, I’ma find my way
I been here before, yeah I know this road
Dark clouds comin’, yeah they move too close
But I learned one thing through the lows and highs—
Even broken souls still survive
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[Pre-Hook – layered vocals]
I feel it creepin’
Under my skin
But I won’t let this
Be where I end
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[Hook – bigger, more intense]
I keep fallin’ back into bad habits
Tryna fight it off but I can’t manage
These panic attacks, yeah they savage
But they can have that—I ain’t havin’ it
I been drownin’ in my own damage
Mind go dark, yeah it turn tragic
But I won’t let it take control
Even if I lose it, I won’t fold
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[Bridge – stripped, almost spoken]
Yeah… they can take the fear
They can take the pain
But they’ll never take the fight in me
Never again…
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[Final Hook – emotional peak]
I keep fallin’ back but I get back up
Every scar I got still made me tough
Yeah these panic attacks hit hard as hell
But I’m still right here, I ain’t wishin’ farewell
I keep fallin’ back into bad habits
But I’m learnin’ how to break the pattern
Even in the dark, I see the light
Yeah… I’m still fightin’ for my life
WAVYYBABYY
