Tragedy

Oh what a shame,

The day I die,

Will be today,

So know that I prayed,

Hope I enter the gates

All of this time, I was dreaming of death, but didn’t know when, so I just said I was fine, believing one day I’ll move on to the next life, I shouldn’t be surprised, I knew this day would come, I was broke most of my life, growing up so old, too old to even cry, my pain was the demon that stared back at me, I wasn’t scared anymore, knowing my own sins from the greed, I’ve should’ve asked for more, I was already off my knees, walking one day, to wake my very needs, needing to say, from the bottom of my heart and to my feet, shaken so cold from having no damn soul, so what do I see, all of the white lights screaming to me, hearing the angels sigh, already knowing my story must mean life is to damn weak, i would’ve bounced back but i shrugged and forgot my pleads, hanging from a noose, from and old ass tree, half of my chance I could die, the other half is what I need

What a tragedy,

Life is so beautiful,

Even in moments like this,

Oh the irony,

Fearing each decision,

Knowing I am blessed with,

Pain and suffering,

I asked for forgiveness,

I’ll never get it,

That was never my business,

Opening my own door,

Was so wrong but just wait,

God will send me,

Wherever I need to be

I would lay in bed, trying to fall asleep, all of this hurting my head, god just let me be, I could’ve fool myself, into falling for the dreams, I ended with nightmares, knowing it was just only a dream, but every moment I get, to be closer to god, I won’t hesitate, to open myself from my selfish formidable odds, to the god that created, me myself and I, my soul feels like, it could eventually die, knowing my heart will stop, now don’t you stare, it’s very rude, to point at these affairs, All the way to heaven, and hell above, if I’m going out, ima die while falling in love

What a tragedy,

Life is so beautiful,

Even in moments like this,

Oh the irony,

Fearing each decision,

Knowing I am blessed with,

Pain and suffering,

I asked for forgiveness,

I’ll never get it,

That was never my business,

Opening my own door,

Was so wrong but just wait,

God will send me,

Wherever I need to be

What a tragedy,

Life is so beautiful,

Even in moments like this,

Oh the irony,

Fearing each decision,

Knowing I am blessed with,

Pain and suffering,

I asked for forgiveness,

I’ll never get it,

That was never my business,

Opening my own door,

Was so wrong but just wait,

God will send me,

Wherever I need to be