Happy New Years

After 4 years I thought I’d seen all the evil you could do, but four years later your showing me you got so much left to prove, hurting me wasn’t enough now you gotta hurt the kids to, I planted seeds of happiness in your heart sad to say that they never grew, you hit me in my face left my house and went fuked that other dude, I guess it’s happy new years new me same you, I don’t know where it all went wrong, I was doing my best to play our love song, but when it was your turn you hit pause, tell me the reason what was the cause, tried my best for the kids and now their gone, I don’t know what I did to deserve this, gave you my heart and now it’s broken, I want a way out I’m so tired of hurting , try to shut him out but the devil’s always lurking, I know I made mistakes and I’m not perfect, the pain your putting me through your no longer worth it, After 4 years I thought I’d seen all the evil you could do, but four years later your showing me you got so much left to prove, hurting me wasn’t enough now you gotta hurt the kids to, I planted seeds of happiness in your heart sad to say that they never grew, you hit me in my face left my house and went fuked that other dude, I came back and gave all I had to give , but it wasn’t enough so you fuked his ass again, happy new years I wish this wasn’t the way it had to end, we coulda been friends, but we’re not we’re enemies, I don’t care anymore stay the fuk away from me, you need help mentally, that’s why I’m going for full custody, This isn’t the me I wanna be, I just keep on moving foward one day I’ll find relief, my life is on lock but one day I’ll find the key, I just keep on moving foward I ain’t ever going back, moving in the dark all I see is black, life been kinda rough but I’m staying on track, I’ve been thinking peace is something that I would never find , but it’s in my future I can’t afford to rewind , I can’t go back naw not this time happy new years enjoy your life worry about yours I’ll worry about mine