[Intro]
They see the finish line, not the miles I had to crawl
I came home with one bag, now they ask me how I got it all
[Verse 1]
Eleven years behind a number and a steel door
Learned every crack in the ceiling, still I dreamed more
Came home a year and a half ago, cold morning air
Clothes on my back, no promise waiting there
No welcome parade, just a phone with a dying charge
A borrowed room, small space, but I made that start
Had to learn new prices, new faces, new rules
Had to swallow my pride just to make it through
People count the plaques, never count the nights
I was fighting my own thoughts just to get things right
Every little win had a weight underneath
Still I put both feet down and went back to the street
[Chorus]
I fought too hard to let them call it luck
Built this from the floor when the floor gave up
You remember what I did, not what it took to heal
I came home with nothing, now I’m learning what is real
I’m still here, still trying, still carrying these scars
If you only see the summit, you don’t know how hard
I fought too hard, I won’t disappear
A year and a half home, and I’m still getting here
[Verse 2]
Achievement got loud, but the struggle stayed quiet
Smiles in the picture while my chest started riots
They say, “You made it,” like the road was clean
Like I didn’t lose pieces of who I used to be
Some days I wake up ready, some days I miss a step
Some days the past walks in before I catch my breath
I don’t need a medal for surviving the night
I need somebody close who can sit through the fight
I’m building trust slowly, brick by careful brick
Learning that a setback doesn’t mean I’m back in it
Paid every bill I could, kept my word when it hurt
Turned a blank page into proof that my life has worth
[Chorus]
I fought too hard to let them call it luck
Built this from the floor when the floor gave up
You remember what I did, not what it took to heal
I came home with nothing, now I’m learning what is real
I’m still here, still trying, still carrying these scars
If you only see the summit, you don’t know how hard
I fought too hard, I won’t disappear
A year and a half home, and I’m still getting here
[Bridge]
Don’t mistake my progress for a painless road
Don’t mistake my silence for a lighter load
I’m proud of every step, but I’m honest when I say
Some victories feel heavy at the end of the day
If I bend, I’m not broken, if I pause, I’m not done
I survived the long winter, now I’m learning the sun
[Final Chorus]
I fought too hard to let them call it luck
Built this from the floor when the floor gave up
You remember what I did, now remember what it cost
I came home with nothing, found a way through what I lost
I’m still here, still trying, still carrying these scars
Not defined by the cell, not reduced to the past
I fought too hard, and I’m standing right here
A year and a half home, and I’m still getting here
[Outro]
Still getting here
One day at a time
Still getting here