[Verse]
I’ve been sick and tired of all these lies, they want me to believe, what a surprise, but they are all fake, like cooking a pie but made fucking cake, jump to conclusions, my brain is so dim, with all of these illusions, nobody dares to stare back at me, it’s like they are all scared of what I could be, the money and the fame, like my demons on each shoulder, outside standing in the rain, praying to god I’ll be more sober, but if that doesn’t help, I’ll find a way out of this hell, time moves on, it surely doesn’t dwell, driving myself up state, feeling the cold, never ate my food on a proper plate, always been broke, trying to fix my life, motherfuckers never even spoke, just be glad I’ve been spending more time, with family and bros, showing how I don’t gloat, even if this ship doesn’t even float, fuck you all, didn’t even read my story, right after the fall, I got back up feeling no worries, all of y’all could hate me, standing my life in front of the jury, don’t you think I’m guilty, don’t you think god built me, don’t blame the creator, he’s just doing his part, time to see you later, if ima die, ima die with haters, knowing I’m still in their heads, see ya alligators, bury my soul, just don’t bury my body, all I’ve been told, life can feel like a copy, of my pages and roles, feel like I’m paying a toll, just to live, all of my life, I could feel the damn hatred, giving a fuck, isn’t what made me, blowing it up, could have grazed me, blowing it up, could have changed me
[Chorus]
Life could have been so hopeless,
Drugs could have been so motionless,
Feeling all of this emotionless,
Pain is my next damn weakness
[Verse]
Fuck all of my atrocities, fuck all of my haters that watch me be, the type of man I wasn’t suppose to reach, but with all this fucking hate, I reached more into my mythologies, scratching into my brain, fuck around the corner, thinking life could be saved, selling souls for money, receiving tolls for running, getting into the game, just to be funny, I’ll ruin your fucking life with the money, roasting me and my erosion, letting water fall, seeing all of the expulsion, thinking about how to blow this motherfucker up, what a damn explosion, which side are you on? Now don’t sit there all frozen, god could’ve made life short, he chose not too, just to see if life could’ve made a fort, but sin has washed the planet earth, hoping god can help clean up some dirt, but they came in just to scrape some off my turf, did you figure me out, or was it just a blur, as I walk on by, wearing my big ol’ coat with the fur, motherfuckers say it’s hot outside, don’t you dare disturb, the weather is perfectly fine, now let’s see what you have learn?
[Outro]
Life could have been so hopeless,
Drugs could have been so motionless,
Feeling all of this emotionless,
Pain is my next damn weakness
Life could have been so hopeless,
Drugs could have been so motionless,
Feeling all of this emotionless,
Pain is my next damn weakness