[$crim ad-libs over eerie reversed sample]
Yeah… G59… what the fuck… suicide on my mind…*
[Hook – Ruby da Cherry] (melodic, repetitive, haunting)
Pop another xan, sip the codeine slow
Numb it all away, watch the pain let go
I don’t wanna wake up, bury me in snow
Suicide in my veins, yeah I’m ready to go
go… go… die…
Cut my fucking wrists, let the blood flow free
Demons call my name, they won’t let me be
Fuck this life, fuck these hoes, fuck being sober, G
In my codeine coffin, that’s where I’ll be
[Verse 1 – $crim] [aggressive, raspy, internal rhyme heavy]
Woke up in the trap, bottle by the bed
Percs on the dresser, xans in my head
Heart racin’ fast but my soul feel dead
Pop a couple more, now I’m seein’ red
Fuck the fame, fuck the money, it don’t mean shit
All these fake woadies switchin’ for a hit
I been sippin’ drank since I was a jit
Now I’m coughin’ up blood but I still don’t quit
Pistol in my lap, loaded with the clip
One in the chamber, finger on the grip
But I can’t pull it ’cause the high’s too good
Numb the pain, yeah I wish I could
Ruby in the stu’, we cookin’ up the doom
G*59 boys, we bringin’ down the room
Haters talkin’ reckless but they don’t know the struggle
Grew up in the 7th, now we flexin’ in the rubble
Bitch I’m $crim, yeah the one with the scars
From the needles and the bars — pop another, see the stars
[Hook – Ruby da Cherry]
[repeat with building ad-libs and layered echoes]
[Verse 2 – Ruby da Cherry] [more melodic/sing-rap, emotional]
I been feelin’ hollow like an empty shell
Tried to find the light but I’m stuck in hell
Voices in my brain tellin’ me to bail
On this fucked up life, yeah I know it well
Sippin’ on that Tussin, purple in the cup
Double cup filled up, now I’m givin’ up
On the love, on the trust, on the fake ass friends
They just want the clout but the story never ends
I cut deep at night when nobody’s around
Watch the crimson drip, hear the drippin’ sound
But the boys keep callin’, sayin’ hold on tight
But deep down I know it’s my last night
Haunted by the past, demons from the grave
No amount of money gonna save me from the pain
So I pop and I sip till I fade to black
In my codeine coffin, ain’t no comin’ back
[Bridge – Layered]
[$crim aggressive underneath, Ruby melodic on top]
Yeah… fuck… what…
No hope in the Grey, just dope every day
Pull the plug, let it all decay
Suicide… suicide…
[Outro – Ruby fading with heavy reverb/delay]
In my codeine coffin…
Sip slow… die fast…
G*59… till the end…
yeah… what… die…
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