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[Intro]
If I had love, would I still feel so lonely?
Would I still stay up like nobody knows me?
Maybe, maybe, maybe…
I don’t know.
[Verse 1]
Same pain, different day, I’m getting used to it
Wasted so much energy, don’t know what to do with it
I need some clarity, my head’s been fucking with me
Everybody says they’re there, but nobody really gets me
I’m good at being lonely, can’t you tell?
Made myself a home inside this hell
Push you away ‘cause I’m broken myself
Then wonder why there’s nobody left
[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know how to explain
Why everything good ends up feeling the same
I might fall in love, I might break my heart again
So why the fuck would I let somebody in?
[Chorus]
If I had love, would I still feel so lonely?
Would you hold me down or act like you don’t know me?
I don’t wanna be here, I just wanna go
Somewhere far enough that nobody knows
If I had love, would it make me feel alive?
Or give me one more reason I can’t sleep at night?
Maybe, maybe, maybe I’m better on my own
’Cause every time I love somebody, I end up alone
[Verse 2]
Remember I told you I’d always love you?
Funny how forever turned into “fuck you”
How can I miss you when you’re my enemy?
You took the best parts, left the rest of me
So waste my time ‘cause you’re never sure
Tell me that you love me, then walk out the door
Fuck wrong with you? Can’t believe this is real
I hate that you still got the power to make me feel
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m suffocating, I just need some space
Just need a minute to enjoy my life again
I might run away, disappear without a trace
Maybe somewhere new I won’t remember your face
[Chorus]
If I had love, would I still feel so lonely?
Would you hold me down or act like you don’t know me?
I don’t wanna be here, I just wanna go
Somewhere far enough that nobody knows
If I had love, would it make me feel alive?
Or give me one more reason I can’t sleep at night?
Maybe, maybe, maybe I’m better on my own
’Cause every time I love somebody, I end up alone
[Bridge]
Remember, remember, remember…
When I still believed forever?
Maybe, maybe, maybe…
I was better before I knew better
I gave too much
I stayed too long
Now being alone
Don’t feel so wrong
[Verse 3]
There’s gotta be a point to this life somewhere
Even if right now I can’t fucking see it there
Spent too many nights feeling literally dead inside
I just need a minute to enjoy my fucking life
No more begging somebody to stay
No more giving all of myself away
If love comes back, maybe I’ll let it close
But until then…
I’d rather be alone.
[Final Chorus]
If I had love, would I still feel so lonely?
Maybe I don’t need somebody else to know me
I don’t wanna stay where I don’t wanna be
So maybe this time I’m choosing me
If I find love, I don’t wanna lose my mind
Don’t wanna lose myself just to keep somebody by my side
Maybe, maybe, maybe I can finally let it go
I’d rather learn to love myself
Than die feeling alone
[Outro]
Same pain…
Different day…
But maybe tomorrow
won’t feel the same.
Details
GeneratedSep 10, 2026
Duration4:47
LanguageEnglish
Style
Dark evil cloud rap, melodic emo vocals, dreamy autotune, deep 808s, slow ambient heartbreak vibe at night
Credits
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