[Intro]
I still remember
How you looked that night
Half asleep, half alive
I been driving
With nowhere I need to be
Just to kill, kill the time
[Refrain]
And I still remember
You were laying by my side
Now I sleep against the wall
Like you’re still on the other side
[Chorus]
I’ve been stuck inside myself
And I can’t find the door
I wake up feeling empty
Then I go make some more
Money that I don’t even spend
Clothes still on the floor
You probably think I’m doing good
I don’t know anymore
Where have you been?
I’ve been out too late
Same roads, different days
I’ve been doing what I do
Just to keep my head away
From everything I never say
And everybody says I changed
I think I just got good at looking okay
[Verse 1]
I got people hitting my phone
I leave that shit face-down
I used to hate being alone
Now I hate when they come around
Funny how I got what I wanted
And it don’t feel like I thought
Spent a little money on nothing
Just because I had it to blow
I’ve been sleeping through the morning
Staying up until it’s light
Sometimes I almost text you
Then remember that ain’t right
I wonder if you kept my hoodie
I wonder if you threw it out
I wonder if you ever miss me
Then I hate myself for wondering now
[Refrain]
Yeah, I still remember
You were laying by my side
Now I sleep against the wall
Like you’re still on the other side
[Chorus]
I’ve been stuck inside myself
And I can’t find the door
I wake up feeling empty
Then I go make some more
Money that I don’t even spend
Clothes still on the floor
You probably think I’m doing good
I don’t know anymore
Where have you been?
I’ve been out too late
Same roads, different days
I’ve been doing what I do
Just to keep my head away
From everything I never say
And everybody says I changed
I think I just got good at looking okay
[Verse 2]
Made a little progress
Lost a little sleep
Got everything moving
Except the part of me
I can laugh with everybody
Then go quiet on the ride
Whole car full of music
Still too loud inside my mind
I don’t need you to come save me
I don’t even know what I’d say
Maybe I’d ask how you’ve been
Maybe I’d look the other way
I’ve been taking longer ways home
Just so home don’t come so fast
It’s weird how you can leave somebody
And still live inside their past
[Bridge]
If I saw you right now
Would it fuck up my week?
Would we talk like we’re strangers?
Would you even look at me?
Don’t answer that
I don’t think I wanna know
Some things hurt less
When you leave ’em alone
[Final Chorus]
I’ve been stuck inside myself
And I can’t find the door
I wake up feeling empty
Then I go make some more
Money that I don’t even spend
Clothes still on the floor
You probably think I’m doing good
I don’t know anymore
Where have you been?
I’ve been out too late
Same roads, different days
I swear I’m getting better
Just not in the normal way
And everybody says I changed
Maybe they’re right, okay
I just wish becoming someone new
Didn’t mean you went away
[Outro]
I still remember
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