Heaven In Black Eyeliner

“Why the pretty ones always hurt the worst…?”

She got black eyeliner and a dangerous smile

Say she love me now but it only last awhile

Late night texts sayin’ pull up right now

Two lost souls tryna figure shit out

Perfume on my hoodie, scars on my chest

She kiss me slow while I’m overthinking death

Said she broken too, guess we both got issues

Temporary love but the pain feel official

And I knew from the start how this shit would end

Pretty lies, fake love, strangers again

But loneliness hit harder than the red flags did

So I stayed right there while the whole thing slipped

She say “don’t get attached”

Too late for that

Now my heart all black

And I can’t take it back

Pretty girls destroy me slowly

Kiss my scars like they still know me

Cold eyes staring through my soul

Love me now then let me go

Lipstick stains on empty bottles

Broken hearts and full throttles

She look like Heaven, feels like pain

Pretty girls drive me insane

Now it’s drunk calls, arguing at 3

She say she hate me then crawl back to me

Tears on her face while she wreck my mind

Toxic ass love but it feel so right

I can’t even lie, yeah the sex too good

Mask all the damage like I knew it would

We say forever while we both know better

Two unstable hearts gettin’ worse together

And my friends all tell me leave her alone

But silence get loud when I’m on my own

So I let her back every single time

Even knowing she gon’ ruin my life

Maybe I like gettin’ hurt

Maybe chaos all I deserve

Maybe pretty faces and broken souls

The only thing that ever felt like home…

Pretty girls destroy me slowly

Leave me empty every morning

Warm touch, cold hearts underneath

Now your ghost still sleeps with me

Lipstick stains and anxiety

Pretty girls keep ruining me

She looked like Heaven in the night

Now I need drugs just to feel alright

“She said she loved me…

Guess that’s what destroyed me…”