Na na na na na
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I felt like where I was supposed to feel light
I felt heavy
Where I was supposed to feel peace
I felt chaotic
Where I was supposed to feel safe
And I had to be guarded
And where I was supposed to feel loved
I felt forgotten
I kept making excuses
For things I couldn't explain
Saying it didn't matter
When it was causing me pain
Telling myself it's fine, yeah it's okay
Hoping maybe one day things will change
How many signs do we ignore
Before we finally see?
How many times do we get lost
Forgetting our own needs?
Maybe I was surviving on too little
Too little effort
Too little love
Too little time
Too little trust
And I got so used to never getting enough, I forgot relationships are supposed to be equal.
That's when it hit me...
Peace doesn't beg
Peace doesn't leave you confused
Peace doesn't walk away from you
Peace doesn't use
If it costs my peace, it's costing too much
If I have to beg, then it isn't enough
I spent years trying to make sense of it all
Too many unanswered doors and missed calls
If it doesn't make you happy then its time to go,
If it's not a hell yeah then its a definite NO!
If I gotta question it, it probably ain't for me
If I gotta chase it, it probably ain't meant to be
I've spent too much time making excuses for what I see
The truth was right in front of me
The whole damn time
The whole damn time...
Now I see..
And thank you for helping me.
I kept telling myself it was temporary
Maybe I was just emotional
Maybe I was expecting too much
Maybe I needed to work on myself
Funny how we do that
Instead of questioning the situation, we question ourselves
I kept giving grace
Giving chances
And holding onto empty spaces
I needed to face
That i needed to let go
Of the people with two faces
If it doesn't make you happy then its time to go,
If it's not a hell yeah then its a definite NO!
If I gotta question it, it probably ain't for me
If I gotta chase it, it probably ain't meant to be
I've spent too much time making excuses for what I see
The truth was right in front of me
The whole damn time
The whole damn time...
ButtahPeacan
