yeah....oh..Late nights,slow vibes.Its just me and shawn. i hear your voice in the midnight air,like a secret only hearts can share, every lityle word,every little sound,feels like your love is all around. i remember the first time we met at the house party, i was stealing glances your way, not knowing that i would be intoxicated by your presence and love after, its been months and i have no regrets, you havebeen there for me and the girls in so many ways. you have seen me at my lowest and my strongest, you have held me too many times when i was falling apart..Bae.I am the easiest person to love.I have a bad habit of overthinking and i overreact more than i should.I become insecure everyonce in a while.Lovin me means you will c me at my worst and will have good and bad days. i remember you telling me that i am the first and last person you talk to when the day comes, u have dreams of me and you want them to come through, i want to be the first and the last person you wake up to . you can always tell when things are not ok,we have a way of feeling when things are uneasy. you have a way of saying even though my current status really is a problem i want the best for you and i know things will get better even if we meet to a point where things wouldn't work out you would still be here no matter what. u said wouldn't be a hypocrite or a narcissist to any situation that comes up ,you would respect my decision. u have said u have never been more happy being around,talking ,hanging out,getting to know or falling in love.we have something i cannot even dream of loosing, i wish i had met you earlier, but god knows why we came into each other lifes. you are special to me,i love you mandy.and no i dont have a choice but to love you and i am very very much fine with it.these are your words. i love you and nothing will change that. i can't promise you no arguments, or no rough days,life comes with ups and downs. but i can promise you that i wouldn't stop choosin u.no matter how messy it gets ,,i will talk it out,, i will try to fix whats broken instead of walking away or running.i love you steaddy .no games no half measures. i am not here to waste time.i am here to build something real something that last.something we can both look back on and know we give our best.
