The shit hurts
Thought you’d feel it too
Now I’m questioning
If any of it was true
How you not hurting?
Why you don’t feel the pain?
How you sleep so easy
When I don’t feel the same?
Ain’t no way you loved me
You was wrapped up in yourself
I was screaming for attention
You was somewhere else
I gave you my trust
First man I gave it to
And somehow even that
Still wasn’t enough for you
Now every memory got smoke in it
Every promise got your ghost in it
And I hate I loved you so much
Cause you left me alone in it
Every memory got smoke in it
Every promise got your ghost in it
I was praying we could grow from it
But you kept acting like you don’t notice it
And that shit hurts
Cause I gave you everything
And you ghosted it
Yeah, I hold it against you
Cause I waited it out
Held onto the thought
That we could work somehow
Tried every way
Went every route
Kept us together
Even when you checked out
Made excuses for you
Just to keep the peace
While I was breaking down
Losing pieces of me
You got comfortable
Watching me work
And I still don’t know
Why you don’t hurt
Love shouldn’t feel like survival mode
Shouldn’t feel one-sided carrying the load
I was drowning keeping us afloat
You stood there fine while I choked
Now every memory got smoke in it
Every promise got your ghost in it
And I hate I loved you so much
Cause you left me alone in it
Every memory got smoke in it
Every promise got your ghost in it
I was praying we could grow from it
But you kept acting like you don’t notice it
And that shit hurts
Cause I gave you everything
And you ghosted it
I gave you loyalty
Years and years
Patiently waiting
Through tears and tears
Two children and a home
Still I felt alone
Right next to you
Right next to you
Held us with both hands
You slipped right through
Maybe that’s what killed me
I felt alone next to you
Every memory got smoke in it
Every promise got your ghost in it
I was praying we could grow from it
But you kept proving you don’t notice it
And that shit hurts
Cause I gave you everything
And you ghosted it.
NeuronZesty29
