Loving You

When I look at you I see a King my heart chose you I had no control from that day I just knew it was us together forever I always wanted it to be us against the world I lead committed and chose you but in reality I was in it alone I never thought I had to question rather our love was real my idea of us didn’t fit tour reality I only wanted to give you the love you never had but in the mist I was the one who ended up with pain I don’t deserve it hurts cuz I thought I was the one you chose but it never showed in your actions I can only give you love only if your ready to receive it you say you love me but yet to show it we all have trauma but even through my trauma and brokeness I still chose you I never knew I could love someone as hard as I love you but even though you haven’t chosen me I still took a chance to stay around til you do but I see that one day may never come because I’m not the women you choose I believe you love me but not enough to actually choose me when I tell you it hurts my heart to know that we will never be I’m choosing to step away because I don’t love you nomore I’m stepping away because I’m choosing me to love first I’ve cried so many nights hoping and praying that one day was coming that you’ll be ready to love me but you chose you every time I don’t know where this leads but all I know is I loved you fareal I never wanted to change you I loved just the way you all I wanted was to heal you from the pain you been through but in the mist tryna heal you I was breaking me no matter how much I showed I love you and I was never going anywhere it wasn’t enough but when it all comes down to it I hope this finds a place in your heart