Access Denied

(Buzzing sound)

(Locking door sound)

Nah nah nah nah

I used to leave the door unlocked

Not anymore

Nah...

Used to answer every call

Every crisis, Every need

Everybody could come to me

But who the hell was catchin me?

I was playin therapist

Playin friend and referee

Everybody got a piece of me

Till there wasn't nothin left in me

You took me for granted

I was too available

Too understandin

Now im done acceptin more than u could manage

You took my kindness for weakness

Now you actin surprised that I finally see it

Access denied

You don't get to come and go

Whenever you decide

Access denied

You don't get the old me back

I finally chose a side

Funny how I'm the bad guy

Because I didn't listen

Access denied

Now everybody got a story

Everybody got excuses

Funny how they loved my energy

Till I started using it

For myself

For my peace

For my kids

For my own needs

I havent changed

Im just finally choosing me

You were comfortable

When I was giving too much

You liked me better

When I was bending just enough

Now I'm solid

Now I'm choosy

Now I'm hard to reach

That's not a me problem

Sounds like a YOU thing

Access denied

You don't get to come and go

Whenever you decide

Access denied

You don't get the old me back

I finally chose a side

All that takin

No reciprocating

Now you lost me for good

Funny how I'm the bad guy

Because I didn't listen

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I was everybody's safe place

But who was mine?

I was everybody's emergency

But who showed up for me on time?

I kept pourin from an empty cup

Till I finally learned

The people who hate your boundaries

Usually get what they deserve

Access denied

No more savin everybody

While I'm drownin inside

Access denied

You can keep your explanations

You can save your alibis

I'm done carryin the weight of people who ain't carryin me

And that's the difference

See, I ain't angry

I just finally know

My value

My worth

So next time you try

Access denied!!!!!

I aint available anymore

So next time you come knockin at the door

Dont wonder why things changed

Remember...

You taught me how to ignore

Access denied

(Buzzing sound)

Don't tell me you miss me

Access denied

(Buzz)

Don't tell me you're sorry

Access denied

(Buzz)

Don't come this way looking for me

Access denied

(Buzz)

Just remember the times that you ignored me

Access denied

( Long Buzz )