(Buzzing sound)
(Locking door sound)
Nah nah nah nah
I used to leave the door unlocked
Not anymore
Nah...
Used to answer every call
Every crisis, Every need
Everybody could come to me
But who the hell was catchin me?
I was playin therapist
Playin friend and referee
Everybody got a piece of me
Till there wasn't nothin left in me
You took me for granted
I was too available
Too understandin
Now im done acceptin more than u could manage
You took my kindness for weakness
Now you actin surprised that I finally see it
Access denied
You don't get to come and go
Whenever you decide
Access denied
You don't get the old me back
I finally chose a side
Funny how I'm the bad guy
Because I didn't listen
Access denied
Now everybody got a story
Everybody got excuses
Funny how they loved my energy
Till I started using it
For myself
For my peace
For my kids
For my own needs
I havent changed
Im just finally choosing me
You were comfortable
When I was giving too much
You liked me better
When I was bending just enough
Now I'm solid
Now I'm choosy
Now I'm hard to reach
That's not a me problem
Sounds like a YOU thing
Access denied
You don't get to come and go
Whenever you decide
Access denied
You don't get the old me back
I finally chose a side
All that takin
No reciprocating
Now you lost me for good
Funny how I'm the bad guy
Because I didn't listen
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I was everybody's safe place
But who was mine?
I was everybody's emergency
But who showed up for me on time?
I kept pourin from an empty cup
Till I finally learned
The people who hate your boundaries
Usually get what they deserve
Access denied
No more savin everybody
While I'm drownin inside
Access denied
You can keep your explanations
You can save your alibis
I'm done carryin the weight of people who ain't carryin me
And that's the difference
See, I ain't angry
I just finally know
My value
My worth
So next time you try
Access denied!!!!!
I aint available anymore
So next time you come knockin at the door
Dont wonder why things changed
Remember...
You taught me how to ignore
Access denied
(Buzzing sound)
Don't tell me you miss me
Access denied
(Buzz)
Don't tell me you're sorry
Access denied
(Buzz)
Don't come this way looking for me
Access denied
(Buzz)
Just remember the times that you ignored me
Access denied
( Long Buzz )