Bend Me

been runnin’ on empty

Ain’t no bread in my life that can really fill me

So I’m out here searchin’ in the dark

Tryna find a spark

Chasin’ what shine, what distract my mind

If it pull my focus, I’ll give it my time

I pour in deep till it run its course

Then I’m back to the void like it’s nothin’ more

I know it ain’t right but it keep me steady

Temporary highs keep my chest from heavy

Every piece I grab don’t ever quite fit

Still I hold on tight like “this might be it…”

I been lookin’ for somethin’ to fix me

Anything strong enough to shift me

If you got it, don’t play, come get me

Searchin’ for someone to bend me

Not break me into pieces

Don’t come soft, come strategic

I wear my heart outside, can you see it?

No one to talk to, got me overthinkin’

Wide open, heart still beatin’

I’m not encrypted or scripted

Just need lifted… just need lifted

If I was a flower, I just need you to pick it

You can question what I stand on

I just need you put your hands on

My thoughts when they run too wild

You steady me without sayin’ “calm down”

That control? yeah it’s subtle, not loud

That’s the kind that pull me in now

Don’t just love me when it’s easy

Don’t just want me when I’m light

If you gon’ bend me, better mean it

Stay the same through every side

You don’t rush me, you align me

Pull me closer when I’m fightin’

Make me softer without takin’ power

That’s a rare kind… make me act right

Got me prayin’ different, thinkin’ clearer

Lookin’ in the mirror

Bend me… make me better