When I seen your call on my phone
Kinda caught me by surprise
Yeah i know you call sometimes
I guess some things never really die
You said you got a song for me
It reminded you of me
I listened but it doesnt really mean a thing
Even though i kept it on replay
You want to crash out
but Im not your crash dummy
You had your chance years ago
I know you wanna make it up
But I let love go
Now Im married to the money
Rather focus on the paper, than never grow
Sorry I cant be your Mrs.
You had your time but you missed it.
Forever already ended
Its not about how much time you get
its how you spend it.
Dont hold out for me please
I left my heart in 2016.
Now im moving logically
You keep saying youre almost home
But I already found my own
Not gonna blow up my life
Im focused on my kids this time
Sorry if it hurts you but its the truth
It doesnt matter if I still love you
Life moved on, so we gotta move too
I'm not your crash dummy
I'm not taking the hit again
Not gonna let old feelings
Pull me back where I've already been
You'll always mean something
That ain't ever gonna change
But history should stay history
And some things are better that way
You wanna crash out
You wanna rewrite history
But baby, that road don't lead to me
You'll always have a piece of me
But that what i'm on
This time you not gonna get what you want
You keep looking backward
Like there's something left to save
But you spent too many years teaching me
How to walk away
I don't need an apology
You don't get another chance
I don't need you proving
You can be a better man
I said I'll always love you
I said I'll be your friend
What I needed was you to love me right
When it was your chance back then
Theres nothing here to fix
I did this shit on my own
I dont need you coming home
Thinking you can make it your own
I'm not your crash dummy
I'm not taking the hit again
Not gonna let old feelings
Pull me back where I've already been
You'll always mean something
That ain't ever gonna change
But history is what it should remain
And some things are better that way
NeuronZesty29
