I have a recurrent theme
nightmares and dreams
silent but just wanna scream
I’m searching for light like an ultralight beam
I’m lost inside of my mind
you’re lost in a pyramid scheme
this world is so mean
we’re chasing the green
to the point that we kill
how do we build?
somethings that’s real
when people just worry bout money and deals
women and shows and the money and cars
but im just worried bout passion and bars
I give it all I got
and im giving my heart
im taking a shot in the dark
wont give in at all
i bet on myself
you will not make the call
I used to be fine but the pain has returned
there is a lot of things that I have learned
I met some people and they did me dirty
the line in the sand so the bridges get burnt
I don’t know who I am but I know what I’m worth
I don’t know where it came from
but it has returned
yeah it has returned
yeah it has returned
they say I have a dark mind
empty soul
where I do go
when the love feels fake
and my heart turns cold
I don’t know
all I know is that I gotta find the path
right now cant wait cause this life too fast
over in the blink of the eye
i wake up in the morning I don’t know if I will die
so I give what I got while I’m here and still alive
i don’t know about you
but I know about i
i don’t know about you
but I know about us
i don’t know about life
i don’t know about love
but I do know grind
and I do know trust
and I do know god he’s right there up above
i don’t know my angels
but I know my demons
i always dismiss them but they keep on coming back
so I think it’s bout time I hit em with a strap
came from the bottom
now I’m bout to elevate
popping these bottles now it’s time to celebrate
terminate all of my enemies
time to eliminate
they ask me what I want I tell em
everything I never had
shit like maybe my mom and my dad
in the same room
in the same place
in the same time
split up at a young age
like what the fuck is commitment
had to teach myself
I want the good days back
back when I was twelve
to scared to grow up but now I’m grown up
I’m with the homies now and we roll up
I see the cops and start running
and no I am not bragging
just telling my story
and things that have happened
I’m feeling so lost but I know I’m not alone
got a lot of memories that I like to keep close
as the cold wind blows
feel my heart get cold
only 27 but I feel so old
maybe I’m just an old soul
either way I am who I am
can’t stop gotta reach all my goals
I don’t like to think about the things I can’t control
you gotta learn to love yourself
so your fine if you are alone
and they say time is money well I need a loan
can I go back to the days as a teen?
They tell me that life’s strange nah shit ain’t ever really what it seems
we all in the same movie but we all in different scenes
I have a recurrent theme
nightmares and dreams
silent but just wanna scream
I’m searching for light like an ultralight beam
Casey_Von
