It has returned

I have a recurrent theme

nightmares and dreams

silent but just wanna scream

I’m searching for light like an ultralight beam

I’m lost inside of my mind

you’re lost in a pyramid scheme

this world is so mean

we’re chasing the green

to the point that we kill

how do we build?

somethings that’s real

when people just worry bout money and deals

women and shows and the money and cars

but im just worried bout passion and bars

I give it all I got

and im giving my heart

im taking a shot in the dark

wont give in at all

i bet on myself

you will not make the call

I used to be fine but the pain has returned

there is a lot of things that I have learned

I met some people and they did me dirty

the line in the sand so the bridges get burnt

I don’t know who I am but I know what I’m worth

I don’t know where it came from

but it has returned

yeah it has returned

yeah it has returned

they say I have a dark mind

empty soul

where I do go

when the love feels fake

and my heart turns cold

I don’t know

all I know is that I gotta find the path

right now cant wait cause this life too fast

over in the blink of the eye

i wake up in the morning I don’t know if I will die

so I give what I got while I’m here and still alive

i don’t know about you

but I know about i

i don’t know about you

but I know about us

i don’t know about life

i don’t know about love

but I do know grind

and I do know trust

and I do know god he’s right there up above

i don’t know my angels

but I know my demons

i always dismiss them but they keep on coming back

so I think it’s bout time I hit em with a strap

came from the bottom

now I’m bout to elevate

popping these bottles now it’s time to celebrate

terminate all of my enemies

time to eliminate

they ask me what I want I tell em

everything I never had

shit like maybe my mom and my dad

in the same room

in the same place

in the same time

split up at a young age

like what the fuck is commitment

had to teach myself

I want the good days back

back when I was twelve

to scared to grow up but now I’m grown up

I’m with the homies now and we roll up

I see the cops and start running

and no I am not bragging

just telling my story

and things that have happened

I’m feeling so lost but I know I’m not alone

got a lot of memories that I like to keep close

as the cold wind blows

feel my heart get cold

only 27 but I feel so old

maybe I’m just an old soul

either way I am who I am

can’t stop gotta reach all my goals

I don’t like to think about the things I can’t control

you gotta learn to love yourself

so your fine if you are alone

and they say time is money well I need a loan

can I go back to the days as a teen?

They tell me that life’s strange nah shit ain’t ever really what it seems

we all in the same movie but we all in different scenes

I have a recurrent theme

nightmares and dreams

silent but just wanna scream

I’m searching for light like an ultralight beam