I’m lost in my own reflection
my shadow taunts me
haunts me
God where are you now ( I’m so desperate)
longing for the lost peace of mind
I felt way back then but now I’m blind
the man I am is no friend of mine
they tell me slow down just give it time
but the clock is moving backwards
lately (and I’m so scared to see what I’ll find)
this heart is a broken home
nowhere to go so I’ll roam
on this journey of life
I will walk alone
I have to find myself
and I can’t use your help
but atleast you can say you tried
I won’t lie
I just hope I’m not broken til the day that I die
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I’m lost in my own reflection
my shadow taunts me
haunts me
God where are you now ( I’m so desperate)
the highs and lows make me feel alive
this pain I keep inside is my pride
so let me know, just say the word and I’ll go
I’m on my own
I’m headed down a deadly road
THERES NO TURNING BACK!
SKY FADES TO BLACK!
I’ve become every flaw that the old me lacked
I’m so fucked up
I can’t love can’t trust
walls are built up
every scar of my broken heart
won’t ever seal shut
I make the same mistakes that cause the pain that I can’t heal from
my ghost still bleeds
but I’ve gone bone dry
formed in dust and then turned to ash
I don’t know where I’m going but I hope I don’t crash
I’m lost in my own reflection
my shadow taunts me
haunts me
God where are you now ( I’m so desperate)
I try to be perfect
the harder I try
the harder I fail
what’s wrong with me?
it’s gets so damn hard to breathe
I don’t know what I want
but I want relief
cause my hearts been killed
like a murder scene
I need to wake up
stuck inside this fever dream
I’m so cold might freeze
I cannot believe
that I’ve fallen this low
nothing else is beneath
I can’t sleep with this pain
as I drop to my knees
look into my red eyes you can see the defeat
look into my dead eyes and tell me what do you see
cause I’m lost in my own reflection
my shadow taunts me
haunts me
God where are you now ( I’m so desperate)
Casey_Von
