Can't Make Up Your Mind
Intro (Spoken/Low growl)
You said you wanted this.
You said you wanted me.
So why does it feel like I'm standing alone
every single time?
Verse 1 (Rap — fast, bitter, clipped)
He said come here so she came running back
Turned around cold, left her standing in the black
Hot then gone, want her then he don't
Says he loves her with his mouth but everything else says no
She memorized his moods like she was studying for a test
Passed every single one and still couldn't pass his chest
Still couldn't crack that wall he built around his heart
Still sitting in the wreckage of a man who fell apart
And she — she keeps showing up
Keeps pouring from a cup that he keeps throwing up
Against the wall, against her worth, against her name
She loves him through the fire but she's the one who's catching flames
Pre-Chorus (Sung — raw, cracking)
She's not weak — she just believed you
She's not lost — you just left her with nothing to hold
Chorus (Full rock — loud, ragged)
She loves you close, she loves you far
Bleeding out for a man who don't know who you are
Broken down the middle, can't decide
Got her running for the door but she stops every time
You can't make up your mind
You can't make up your mind
She's dying in the space between your hot and your cold
Can't make up your mind
Verse 2 (Rap — angrier, rawer)
He pulls her in when the dark gets too heavy for him
Uses her light then acts blind when she's dim
Drops her like the weight when the sun comes back out
Then wonders why her eyes got that hollowed out doubt
She replays the good nights like a case for the defense
Trying to convince herself it still makes sense
But you can't logic your way through someone running your heart
Can't stay stitched together when he keeps pulling you apart
She's standing at the mirror and she don't know her face
Been so long since she lived outside of his space
She's ready to run — bags mentally packed
But one word from him and she's pulling it back
That's not love — that's a leash dressed up in a memory
That's not home — that's a war with no peace treaty
Pre-Chorus (Sung — breaking)
She's not crazy — you just made her feel that way
She's not nothing — even if you treated her like she was
Chorus
She loves you close, she loves you far
Bleeding out for a man who don't know who you are
Broken down the middle, can't decide
Got her running for the door but she stops every time
You can't make up your mind
You can't make up your mind
She's dying in the space between your hot and your cold
Can't make up your mind
Bridge (Half spoken, half screamed)
She could GO
She should go
Every piece of her KNOWS
But you got her chained up to a version of you
That maybe never existed — maybe she never knew
And she's loyal to a ghost
Devoted to a maybe
Killing herself slowly for a man acting crazy
CHOOSE HER OR LOSE HER
But he won't
LOVE HER OR FREE HER
But he don't
So she's stuck in the in-between
Screaming silent where nobody sees
Outro Verse (Rap — quiet, devastated)
She deserved
