Split

tell me do you know what it’s like to fall in love with someone that you know you can’t have

and it hurts even worse

with the fact that they feel the same way and they love you back

but it just ain’t right

so you put it to the side

it’s a lowkey love and now I’m lowkey fucked

cause she took my heart and she gained my trust

but she has another man giving her everything that she wants

and you try not to get jealous so you put on a front and lie like it’s all alright

but deep down in the bottom of your heart and your mind you are dying inside

but you never felt more alive

with the time yall spend

and it may be hard but you know she has to just stay a friend

talking to myself like “Von you already have the one, by your side and she treats you right, so why in the fuck is she on your mind so much,”

probably cause with her it’s a different type of love

and it’s brand new something have I never felt

I need to sort myself out and feeling overwhelmed

she was my lowkey love for a minute but now she has to go and be my best friend

I’m not complaining or angry or jealous or sad

cause even if she loved me back

she something that I just can’t have

cause I have my wife

and a wonderful life

and she still down to ride every night by side

we texting and calling and laughing and feelings the vibes

this type of bond is just hard to describe

it is the type that if I didn’t have it I wouldnt survive

I pray to god and I thank cause you are a blessing and angel i needed and then you arrived

you see in my heart and you open me up

and whenever we hang I just feel so alive

I will be right by your side as a ghost

when I die

just to make sure you’re doing alright

when you talk about him I just lie say I’m fine

but I am truly for you I ain’t lying

I can’t fucking explain it I’m so damn divided

I think about you and him being together and I get upset but at the same time excited

im happy for you and I’m happy for him

I know I don’t know him but I will call him a friend

ima treat him like you

carry on to the end

our connection it won’t ever change

so don’t be afraid

but for right now I’m just stuck in my brain

my tears have been falling like dark clouds

letting down rain

and it drowned my mind and filled my heart

but I gotta play my part even through this pain