CANT QUIT

everything is coming down

it feels like I’m crashing down quick

but I gotta keep it movin

ain’t no way that I can quit

I’ve been tryna be a good man for my future kids

and the girl that I’m with

always pulling me to grips

I swear if I ain’t had her then my ass would probably slip

I was so mistreated and misused

feeling so confused tryna deal with these issues

I been through

I don’t got no one in this bitch that I can vent to

so I just hop in the booth and show what I can do

all my old songs like these hoes because they all ran through

it’s just me myself and I homie that is the crew

man I know they fucking with me

cause I’m spitting the truth

if you want to succeed you gotta follow your roots

so grab your gun, and your mask

and

go tighten your boots

cock that mothafucka back and then you aim and you shoot

at all the goals that you made

now you enjoying the fruit

trade that shit in for gold

now you feeling so low

now your heart feeling cold

cause youre losing your soul

you gave away the one you needed

for your vanity

now the shit is fuckin with your sanity

trust me I know what’s it like

cause I was there

this life hits hard

and none of us are prepared

that’s probably the reason that we all are feeling

scared

but I put my faith up in God

Jesus taking the wheel

cause if I tried drive myself

then I know that I would get killed

I am nothing but a man

who is living with guilt

I’m learning how to repair

all of the things that I built

that I let break down

from these damn break downs

but I’m good I’m found

where I’m at right now

when she tells me she loves me I love the way that it sounds

and I know she down to ride

always down for the count

and every time we go shopping I don’t check the amount

if you don’t got love for me then I get up and bounce

I’m learning how to find the balance between loving myself

and staying humble

and grounded cause I don’t listen to clout

and if I say Imma do it

then ima do it no doubt

I don’t worry bout my demons

cause I’m drowning them out

and I been making it in rain for the days

that I was stuck in a drought

my mind it moves a mile a minute

gotta make it to the finish

tried to Drain my energy

I pray to god it got replenished

in the middle of the warzone and left without a blemish

there’s a lot things to cherish

cause one day we all will perish

there’s a lot there’s things in my mind that I’m tryna find

my vices that I hide behind

will not define who I am

the man I am is by design

I put my headphones on and play the beat and now I feel Devine

I’ve been hella fine

while I’m on the rise

ima get the prize

nevermind

sike I lied

I’ve been feeling lost to tell the truth

but I find the way back when I’m up in the booth

when I train it’s a hyperbolic chamber

now your ass in danger

my mind is in the upside down

these things I see

resembles strangers

I’ve been trying find my faith

I’m private I don’t want the majors

I don’t want the fame

I don’t want the games

I don’r want the labels

tryna call me up and put the millys in my hand

as I get older

my heart getting colder

no that wasn’t planned

always pray to GOD

but sometimes feel I don’t know where he is

but maybe it not my place to know

these demons talk

gotta let them go

when I’m on that road

when the time gets slowed

when this life gets real

and that pain comes back

they show back up like I want that

I got my team

and i got my fam

and I got my girl

but I need my path

cause lately I feel I don’t know where it at?

I can’t live my life stuck inside a 9 to 5

without a drive

If you ask me I think that’s a waste of the human mind

many people live their whole life

asleep and blind

you listen to rappers who sold their soul on a dotted line

you think their cool because they flex the way that they go up the 9

but I guess it makes a hypocrite cause I do it too

but the difference is that they cappin

me I will really shoot

I’m cold

everything I touch is froze

like “honey where is my super suit”

yeah boy that’s fro-zone

blowing smoke in the ozone

im an alien

ET phone home

I treat the game like a free roam

I do whatever I want to

I check em all like 1-2

i got the wave like a monsoon

they hands up that’s high noon

I gotta crew

don’t need goons

they all stare when I’m the room

I kill a beat like a r.i.p

swear to god it’s gone to soon

but I will not cry any tears

I have been running this shit for like years

I got the drive

switching the gears

I’m running circles round em like a sphere

here is the deal

I gotta get all these mills

I gotta make it don’t care how I feel

Ive been working and searching and found a revelation

people hated then see me and say congratulations

I’ve have been killing this game

and all they get assassinated

I’m making moves

and they’re all calculated

I got so got so antsy then talked to GOD and he told me patience

they say I’m aggressive

I say it’s my cadence