Missed Calls

yeah

late night again

same story

look

you got all these missed calls blowin’ up my phone

say you really hate me but you hate sleepin’ alone

every time i fall back you be losin’ control

you just wanna feel somethin’, i just want my soul

you don’t really love me, you just fearin’ the quiet

tryna fill the void with whoever don’t fight it

you be in your feelings, i be on a different pilot

flyin’ over drama tryna keep my mind silent

i been on a mission tryna get my name right

you been in your notes typin’ novels late night

say i never listen, say i never play nice

truth is we just both hurt, runnin’ from the same fights

you was once my peace, now you feel like paranoia

every text from you feel like you tryna destroy us

screenshots, long threads paintin’ me as the villain

when we both know the damage, we just process it different

you want instant answers, i need space and distance

you want 3 a.m. calls, i want somethin’ consistent

you want ride or die but you crash what you ride in

you want all my heart but my trust still in hidin’

i know you tired of the games and the back and forth

but we only know the script where we crash and burn

if i pick up one more time when your feelings hurt

we gon’ swear we’ll make it work til it doesn’t work

you got all these missed calls blowin’ up my phone

say you really hate me but you hate sleepin’ alone

every time i fall back you be losin’ control

you just wanna feel somethin’, i just want my soul

you don’t really love me, you just fearin’ the quiet

tryna fill the void with whoever don’t fight it

you be in your feelings, i be on a different pilot

flyin’ over drama tryna keep my mind silent

you say if you really cared you would answer right away

love ain’t instant gratification, it’s a marathon, a race

we been sprintin’ through our triggers, never healin’, just escape

then we wonder why our hearts always feelin’ out of place

you compare me to your exes, i compare you to my fears

you be scrollin’ through my follows tryna see who i’m near

i been ghostin’ out of habit, tryna keep my vision clear

but it’s hard to cut you off when i still feel you here

you deserve a version of me that ain’t half asleep

you deserve a love that don’t flinch when it’s deep

all i really got is these songs and receipts

and a heart that ain’t ready for the promise you seek

maybe in another life we finally get it right

same souls, new time, we don’t always have to fight

maybe in another world you be layin’ by my side

but in this one we just catchin’ two different flights

you got all these missed calls blowin’ up my phone

say you really hate me but you hate sleepin’ alone

every time i fall back you be losin’ control

you just wanna feel somethin’, i just want my soul