Missed Calls

[Intro]
yeah
late night again
same story
look

[Hook]
you got all these missed calls blowin’ up my phone
say you really hate me but you hate sleepin’ alone
every time i fall back you be losin’ control
you just wanna feel somethin’, i just want my soul
you don’t really love me, you just fearin’ the quiet
tryna fill the void with whoever don’t fight it
you be in your feelings, i be on a different pilot
flyin’ over drama tryna keep my mind silent

[Verse 1]
i been on a mission tryna get my name right
you been in your notes typin’ novels late night
say i never listen, say i never play nice
truth is we just both hurt, runnin’ from the same fights
you was once my peace, now you feel like paranoia
every text from you feel like you tryna destroy us
screenshots, long threads paintin’ me as the villain
when we both know the damage, we just process it different
you want instant answers, i need space and distance
you want 3 a.m. calls, i want somethin’ consistent
you want ride or die but you crash what you ride in
you want all my heart but my trust still in hidin’

[Pre-Chorus]
i know you tired of the games and the back and forth
but we only know the script where we crash and burn
if i pick up one more time when your feelings hurt
we gon’ swear we’ll make it work til it doesn’t work

[Hook]
you got all these missed calls blowin’ up my phone
say you really hate me but you hate sleepin’ alone
every time i fall back you be losin’ control
you just wanna feel somethin’, i just want my soul
you don’t really love me, you just fearin’ the quiet
tryna fill the void with whoever don’t fight it
you be in your feelings, i be on a different pilot
flyin’ over drama tryna keep my mind silent

[Verse 2]
you say if you really cared you would answer right away
love ain’t instant gratification, it’s a marathon, a race
we been sprintin’ through our triggers, never healin’, just escape
then we wonder why our hearts always feelin’ out of place
you compare me to your exes, i compare you to my fears
you be scrollin’ through my follows tryna see who i’m near
i been ghostin’ out of habit, tryna keep my vision clear
but it’s hard to cut you off when i still feel you here
you deserve a version of me that ain’t half asleep
you deserve a love that don’t flinch when it’s deep
all i really got is these songs and receipts
and a heart that ain’t ready for the promise you seek

[Bridge]
maybe in another life we finally get it right
same souls, new time, we don’t always have to fight
maybe in another world you be layin’ by my side
but in this one we just catchin’ two different flights

[Hook - Outro]
you got all these missed calls blowin’ up my phone
say you really hate me but you hate sleepin’ alone
every time i fall back you be losin’ control
you just wanna feel somethin’, i just want my soul

trap 808s, mellow piano, ~130 BPM half-time, late-night sad emo R&B. Soft autotune, layered harmonies on hooks, reverb