Shadows On My Bedroom Wall

Yeah

Mm, yeah

Every night I talk to shadows on my bedroom wall

Devil in my cup, but you the one I call

Heart broke, but I still let the pieces fall

If loving you is wrong, I don’t care at all

Tears on ice, I’ve been drowning in the deep end

Henny to the face just to feel like I’m breathing

Everybody left when my wounds started bleeding

You stitched me up just to leave me when I needed

Cold world, but my veins stay heated

I give love till my whole soul depleted

You say I’m too much, yeah, I know you mean it

But you the only drug where the high feel needed

Text left on read, now my thoughts run wild

Scroll through pics, see you kiss some guy

I don’t even trip, I just laugh, then lie

Tell my friends I’m good while I’m dead inside

Late nights, talk to God, but I doubt He hear

I’ve been running from the man in the mirror for years

Ink on my skin, but the pain run deeper

Smile in the day, but at night I’m a screamer

Bands in the safe, still feel so broke

I can buy new chains, can’t buy new hope

All these shows, but I feel so alone

Crowd sing my words, but I walk home cold

Every night I talk to shadows on my bedroom wall

Devil in my cup, but you the one I call

Heart broke, but I still let the pieces fall

If loving you is wrong, I don’t care at all

Tears on ice, I’ve been drowning in the deep end

Henny to the face just to feel like I’m breathing

Everybody left when my wounds started bleeding

You stitched me up just to leave me when I needed

Pills on the counter, phone on silent

Love turn rage, now my thoughts turn violent

Said you’d ride, now you ghost in the night

All gas, no brake, I’ve been losing my light

I put trust in a heart that was hollow

Gave you my past and a future to borrow

Now I’m stuck with the echo of your last “I love you”

Ring still shines, but the words ain’t true

Mama say pray, but I lost my faith

I just chase highs I can’t replace

Still see your face when I close my eyes

Like a rerun scene that never dies

If I pour this pain on a 16 bar

Would you hear my hurt or just rate my scars?

If I flatline now in the back of this car

Would you post my pic, say “you was a star”?

I’ve been tryna heal but the cuts too deep

I’ve been counting sheep but I still can’t sleep

I’ve been losing me every time you leave

I’ve been acting strong but I still can’t breathe

Every night I talk to shadows on my bedroom wall

Devil in my cup, but you the one I call

Heart broke, but I still let the pieces fall

If loving you is wrong, I don’t care at all

Tears on ice, I’ve been drowning in the deep end

Henny to the face just to feel like I’m breathing

Everybody left when my wounds started bleeding

You stitched me up just to leave me when I needed

If I lose myself, would you look my way?

If I fade tonight, would you beg me to stay?

If my heart goes numb, would you feel that too?

‘Cause every love song still sounds like you