God got me

Walking through the rain, shadows on my mind

Lost with no direction, trying to find my way in time

Numb to the pain, can't let it me define

Fighting through the darkness, praying I’d shine

Been walking through the rain, lost in my zone

Counting all the days, feeling all alone

Too many friends gone, now I carry this weight

Trying to stay strong, can’t afford to break

Keep thoughts to myself, afraid of what I might say

Insane if I lose control, gotta find another way

Pain’s a heavy load, almost too much to bear

But I keep on fighting, I know someone cares

Walking with my God, He’s my therapist

Gave me all the keys, now I’m trying to resist

The devil’s work tryna take control of my soul

But I won’t let it, I’m calling on my spirit to be whole

Perkys in my system, trying to numb the pain

Thoughts racing faster, driving me insane

But I see the love ones still need me today

Gotta stay alive, find the strength to pray

So I lock in my faith, move forward every day

Let the past fade away, I won’t be led astray

Walking through the rain, but I see the light

With God beside me, I’ll win this fight