Yeah…
I swear this shit get heavy at night
Chorus
Fuck love, but I still need that shit
Heart broke, yeah, I bleed from it
I give my all, they just leave from it
Every time I trust, I get deep in it
I’m fucked up, but I still got hope
Even when my heart feel dead and broke
Tryna find a queen in a world so cold
But this world don’t give a fuck about souls
Verse 1
I been smokin’ just to quiet my head
Demons talkin’ every word that they said
I don’t want fame, I just want someone real
Someone who don’t run when they see how I feel
Everybody say “love,” but they bullshit
Say they down forever, then they pull shit
I been hurt so much I expect the worst
Every blessing feel like it come with a curse
Pre-Chorus
I’m tired of lies, tired of fake smiles
Tired of heal for a little while
I just want peace, fuck all the clout
Someone who won’t leave when I’m down
Chorus
Fuck love, but I still need that shit
Heart broke, yeah, I bleed from it
I give my all, they just leave from it
Every time I trust, I get deep in it
I’m fucked up, but I still got hope
Even when my heart feel dead and broke
Tryna find a queen in a world so cold
But this world don’t give a fuck about souls
Verse 2
Late-night drives with my thoughts on blast
Thinkin’ ‘bout the shit that didn’t last
I loved too hard, yeah, that’s my flaw
I give my heart with no fuckin’ pause
They say “be strong,” like that shit easy
Smile on the outside, inside I’m bleedin’
I don’t wanna die, I just wanna feel
Something real that won’t fuckin’ leave
Bridge (Switch Up)
If you out there, yeah, I’m still waitin’
Still fuckin’ up, still prayin’
I ain’t perfect, I’m damaged inside
But I’ll love you right if you give me time
Chorus (Final)
Fuck love, but I still chase it
Been hurt so much I hate it
Heart cracked, barely stable
Still dreamin’ ‘bout somethin’ faithful
I’m fucked up, but I still believe
There’s a queen meant for someone like me
Till then I’m alone with my pain and smoke
Tryna heal a heart that the world fuckin’ broke
Outro
Yeah…
Fuck the pain, but it made me me
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