

Prompt / Lyrics
[Intro] Yeah Mm Numb, numb [Hook] I’ve been mixing all my feelings with these drugs again Heartbreak in my cup, let it flood again Told myself I’d quit, then your name pops in So I’m pouring up the pain just to feel something Every line that I crush is a memory of you Every puff that I take is a “we still cool?” I know it’s killing me but I still come through ‘Cause being sober with this hurt feel worse than what I do [Verse 1] Pop one, hope it knock the pain out quick Pop two, now I’m scrolling through our pics Pop three, now the room start to drift Can’t tell if it’s the high or the loss that hit Lean in the Sprite turn my heart all purple Trace our names like I’m stuck in a circle Friends say chill, “you’ve been moving too hurtful” But they ain’t feel the way your leaving turned me dirt, though I don’t even like who I am off go Off the pills I forget what I can’t outgrow Laughing at texts that I wish you wrote Then I wake up sick with a burnt-out throat Throw up in the sink, wash down my sins Say “never again” then I’m back by 10 Plug know my name like my only friend He just count his cash while I fall again [Verse 2] Late night drive and I’m swerving off course Got your voice in my head like a sad last chorus You said “If you love me, you’ll take care of you” Now I chase any high just to hide that truth Mix my regrets with the smoke I blow Tryna cover up the parts you’ll never know Every pill on my tongue like a fake “I’m fine” Every shot to the face just to blur the line Group chat lit, but my soul offline They don’t see me when I’m curled on the bathroom tile Hugging on the floor like it’s holding me down While I drown in a silence that’s still too loud If I make it through the night, I just say “one more” If I don’t, then I guess I was keeping score Either way, I ain’t really even living no more Just a heart in a body running back to the store [Bridge] I know these drugs don’t love me back I know this high just fade to black But when your ghost come creeping back I still reach for another pack [Hook] I’ve been mixing all my feelings with these drugs again Heartbreak in my cup, let it flood again Told myself I’d quit, then your name pops in So I’m pouring up the pain just to feel something Every line that I crush is a memory of you Every puff that I take is a “we still cool?” I know it’s killing me but I still come through ‘Cause being sober with this hurt feel worse than what I do [Outro] If I wake up, I’ll pretend I’m clean If I don’t, you were just a dream Either way, when the night runs through It’s me, these drugs, and the ghost of you
Tags
Dark F# minor emo trap at 162 BPM, airy pads, hazy keys, deep 808s, late-night heartbreak and numb escape vibe
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11/30/2025