Room Of Echoes

Streetlights through the blinds

Same four walls, same tired mind

I’ve been layin’ in a room full of echoes

Every word you ever said still hittin’ like a fresh blow

If I tell you that I’m straight, that’s a decoy, that’s a decoy

Heart loud in my chest, I can’t enjoy, I can’t enjoy

Got these memories on loop like a track I can’t skip

Every time I try to heal, I just circle where we split

I’ve been layin’ in a room full of echoes

Talkin’ to the past like it’s someone that I still know

You keep askin’ why I flinch when you say forever

I’ve been carryin’ all these ghosts that won’t die together

Every promise that I heard turned to silence in the end

Now you ask me for a chance, I just think of what’s been dead

I got habits I’m not proud of, pushin’ good things to the side

Turnin’ love into a puzzle I don’t really wanna try

Trauma in my playlist, I know every single line

So when you say you’ll never leave, I just hit it and rewind

You’ve been tryna hold my hand, I’ve been hidin’ in the rain

Tryna learn a different language than this fluent talk of pain

I’ve been layin’ in a room full of echoes

Every word you ever said still hittin’ like a fresh blow

If I tell you that I’m straight, that’s a decoy, that’s a decoy

Heart loud in my chest, I can’t enjoy, I can’t enjoy

Got these memories on loop like a track I can’t skip

Every time I try to heal, I just circle where we split

I’ve been layin’ in a room full of echoes

Talkin’ to the past like it’s someone that I still know

I’ve been pourin’ out my feelings in a cup that got a crack

Every time I try to fill it, it just leak what I don’t have

You be layin’ next to me, but I be stuck inside the past

Where “I love you” turned to distance, turned to nothin’ in a flash

I’m not scared of bein’ lonely, I’m just scared of what I love

’Cause the things I hold the closest be the first to draw blood

So I joke when I’m in pain, say “I’m good,” then look away

You can hear it in my voice I’m one breath from a break

If I get quiet, I’m just turnin’ down the noise inside

If I seem distant, I’ve been fightin’ off the urge to hide

I’m not perfect, I got issues I ain’t done with yet

But I’m here, and if I choose you, that’s the realest that it gets

I’ve been layin’ in a room full of echoes

Tryna let your voice drown out all the old ghosts