Sirens In The Night

Yeah

Midnight, same old storm

Mmm

I keep running from my feelings like they sirens in the night

Turn my heartbreak to a playlist, let it loop until it bites

Say you love me, I say maybe, but I’m scared of what that’s like

Every time I get too close, I start lookin’ for goodbyes

I’ve been numb so long, I don’t know if this is wrong or right

Smile on my face, but my soul don’t match the light

You say I never let you in, I say I never learned how

Every home I ever knew turned to someone else’s house

I been sleepin’ with my guard up, dreamin’ with my fist clenched

Tryna give you somethin’ real with a heart that’s half-dent

Late texts sittin’ in my drafts, I don’t send ’em

Couple “I miss you”s that I type, then I end ’em

You just see the distance, I just see the damage

You just see a lover, I see somethin’ I can’t manage

Therapy inside the car, talkin’ to the glass

Tryna manifest a future with my hands on the past

Every time you say “I got you,” I just tighten up my chest

’Cause I heard that in a tone that walked away like all the rest

I keep running from my feelings like they sirens in the night

Turn my heartbreak to a playlist, let it loop until it bites

Say you love me, I say maybe, but I’m scared of what that’s like

Every time I get too close, I start lookin’ for goodbyes

I’ve been numb so long, I don’t know if this is wrong or right

Smile on my face, but my soul don’t match the light

I’ve been ridin’ with the windows down, cold air in my chest

Tryna let the wind steal all the thoughts I repress

Every scar got a story that I don’t wanna tell

Every “trust me” turn to “trust broke,” same hell

Pop one for the pain, sip one for the fear

Mix it with the memories of everything I held dear

You the only one that see the tremble in my hands

When I talk about forever like it’s somethin’ I could stand

I don’t wanna break you tryna fix what’s broke in me

But I keep showin’ up at doors I ain’t got the key

If I vanish for a minute, it ain’t you, it’s the smoke

That come up from every bridge that I set on fire in my throat

If I push you back, I still want you close

If I say I’m fine, that’s when I’m hurt the most

If I go quiet, it don’t mean I don’t care

It just mean I’m fightin’ off the voices in there

We two broken hearts tryna find the same beat

If we fall apart, hope we land on our feet

I keep running from my feelings like they sirens in the night

Turn my heartbreak to a playlist, let it loop until it bites

Say you love me, I say maybe, but I’m scared of what that’s like

Every time I get too close, I start lookin’ for goodbyes

I’ve been numb so long, I don’t know if this is wrong or right

Smile on my face, but my soul don’t match the light