[Intro]
Yeah
Midnight, same old storm
Mmm
[Hook]
I keep running from my feelings like they sirens in the night
Turn my heartbreak to a playlist, let it loop until it bites
Say you love me, I say maybe, but I’m scared of what that’s like
Every time I get too close, I start lookin’ for goodbyes
I’ve been numb so long, I don’t know if this is wrong or right
Smile on my face, but my soul don’t match the light
[Verse 1]
You say I never let you in, I say I never learned how
Every home I ever knew turned to someone else’s house
I been sleepin’ with my guard up, dreamin’ with my fist clenched
Tryna give you somethin’ real with a heart that’s half-dent
Late texts sittin’ in my drafts, I don’t send ’em
Couple “I miss you”s that I type, then I end ’em
You just see the distance, I just see the damage
You just see a lover, I see somethin’ I can’t manage
Therapy inside the car, talkin’ to the glass
Tryna manifest a future with my hands on the past
Every time you say “I got you,” I just tighten up my chest
’Cause I heard that in a tone that walked away like all the rest
[Hook]
I keep running from my feelings like they sirens in the night
Turn my heartbreak to a playlist, let it loop until it bites
Say you love me, I say maybe, but I’m scared of what that’s like
Every time I get too close, I start lookin’ for goodbyes
I’ve been numb so long, I don’t know if this is wrong or right
Smile on my face, but my soul don’t match the light
[Verse 2]
I’ve been ridin’ with the windows down, cold air in my chest
Tryna let the wind steal all the thoughts I repress
Every scar got a story that I don’t wanna tell
Every “trust me” turn to “trust broke,” same hell
Pop one for the pain, sip one for the fear
Mix it with the memories of everything I held dear
You the only one that see the tremble in my hands
When I talk about forever like it’s somethin’ I could stand
I don’t wanna break you tryna fix what’s broke in me
But I keep showin’ up at doors I ain’t got the key
If I vanish for a minute, it ain’t you, it’s the smoke
That come up from every bridge that I set on fire in my throat
[Bridge]
If I push you back, I still want you close
If I say I’m fine, that’s when I’m hurt the most
If I go quiet, it don’t mean I don’t care
It just mean I’m fightin’ off the voices in there
We two broken hearts tryna find the same beat
If we fall apart, hope we land on our feet
[Hook]
I keep running from my feelings like they sirens in the night
Turn my heartbreak to a playlist, let it loop until it bites
Say you love me, I say maybe, but I’m scared of what that’s like
Every time I get too close, I start lookin’ for goodbyes
I’ve been numb so long, I don’t know if this is wrong or right
Smile on my face, but my soul don’t match the light
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