Silent At 160

(yeah…) (late nights…) (numb…)

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Alarm clock screaming, I’m already awake (awake…)

Bills on the counter, every breath that I take (yeah…)

Feels like a payment I can’t even make (can’t pay…)

So I drown in the hours, keep it all at bay (drownin’…)

Clock in, clock out, I don’t feel, I just move (just move…)

Same empty talks, same rehearsed point of view (same lines…)

Heart full of nothing, mind full of noise (so loud…)

Tryna escape it, but I got no choice (no choice…)

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She looked my way, like a spark in the dark (in the dark…)

But I froze up, couldn’t open my heart (can’t…)

Yeah she’s beautiful, I’m torn apart (broken…)

Still bleeding from where it all started (still bleedin’…)

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I’m desolate, alone in a room full of sound (so alone…)

Holdin’ myself but I’m breaking down (breakin’…)

Going 160 just to feel something real (skrrt…)

Slow down—pain comes back that I conceal (it’s back…)

It don’t forget, yeah it follows me close (right there…)

I ain’t addicted but it won’t let go (won’t go…)

Shadow in light every day, every night (every night…)

I’m just tryna survive this fight (survive…)

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Watching how they love, how they lie (I see it…)

Smile in your face, switch overnight (switch up…)

Learning every move, reading the signs (I’m learnin’…)

Walls so high, can’t cross the line (stay out…)

She reach for me, I still pull away (pull away…)

Fear in my chest, don’t know what to say (no words…)

I ain’t ready for pain, I won’t fall (not again…)

Act like I’m numb, like I feel nothing at all (numb…)

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Foot on the gas, engine scream loud (vroom…)

For a moment I’m free, above the clouds (I’m free…)

World blur fast, feel like I fly (flyin’…)

No pain, just road and sky (just me…)

Slow it down—yeah it all comes back (all back…)

Memories hit, heart under attack (too fast…)

Adrenaline fades, I’m back where I stand (right here…)

Broken soul tryna rebuild the man (rebuild me…)

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I’m healing, even if it’s slow (I’m healin’…)

Piece by piece, I’m letting it grow (piece by piece…)

I won’t run, I won’t stay this way (won’t stay…)

I feel change coming every day (it’s comin’…)

Somewhere quiet, somewhere I breathe (somewhere…)

With the ones that mean everything to me (my people…)

I won’t love ‘til I’m whole inside (not yet…)

Hope I heal before I run outta time (I hope…)

Scared—but I’m growing, I see it now (I see it…)

Every scar gonna show me how (show me…)

I was lost, but I’m finding my way (my way…)

I’m still here—I’ma be okay (okay…)