[Hook Intro]
What should you do when the drugs don’t heal it?
My heart can’t feel it… [feel it]
And the alcohol don’t even help me deal with it [deal with it]
I been staring at the ceiling, losing sleep again
Trying to numb the pain but it still sinks in [sinks in]
[Hook]
’Cause every night feels colder than the last one [so cold]
Tryna get past some
But she’s nothing like the last one [last one]
Tryna see the memories just pass some time
My thoughts drown out
When I think about
The loneliness that I feel right now… [feel now]
So I pour another glass just to watch it fade [fade away]
Try to bury shame that I carry today [carry today]
Even try to stomach these aching days [aching days]
And I swear I hear your voice when the room gets quiet
Like my mind’s still starting fires and I can’t fight it [can’t fight it]
[Verse 1]
I got smoke in my lungs and a storm in my chest
Everybody says healing but I ain’t there yet
You were roses in the spring when my world turned gray
Now every flower I see just dies the same way [same way]
Sunflowers facing light like they still got hope
While I’m losing petals slowly, barely hanging on to this rope
And I know new love grows somewhere after rain
But I still compare every garden to your name [your name]
Late drives, dark roads, music up too loud
Trying to drown thoughts when they start coming down
And I hate how your shadow still lives in my room
Like the night you left just never really moved [never moved]
[Bridge]
Maybe some scars don’t fade when you want them to
Maybe broken hearts just learn what pain can do
And maybe I’m scared if the hurting disappears
There’d be nothing left of you here [still here]
[Final Hook]
What should you do when the drugs don’t heal it? [don’t heal it]
My heart can’t feel it…
And the alcohol don’t even help me deal with it [deal with it]
’Cause every night feels colder than the last one [last one]
Tryna get past some
But she’s nothing like the last one [last one]
Tryna see the memories just pass some time
My thoughts drown out
When I think about
The loneliness that I feel right now… [feel now]
So I pour another glass just to watch it fade [fade away]
Try to bury shame that I carry today
Even try to stomach these aching days
And I swear I hear your voice when the room gets quiet
Like my mind’s still starting fires and I can’t fight it [can’t fight it]
[Outro]
You were roses in the spring when my world turned gray… [gray…]
Now every flower feels a little dead the same way… [same way]
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