LOVE ME IN SLOW MOTION

“You still drive home alone…”

“Still workin’ every night…”

“You act like you forgot me…”

“But I still live inside your mind…”

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Clockin’ out exhausted, another long shift,

Dark clouds over me, still thinkin’ what I miss,

Cold food on the counter, work stains on my fit,

Wish somebody loved me instead of callin’ it quits.

Street lights blur together while I’m fightin’ my thoughts,

Every road feel colder ever since you got lost,

People say “it heals” but I know that it’s not,

’Cause your voice still echo every time that I stop.

Late nights, new life, still the same damn pain,

Every new memory still carry your name,

Tryna heal myself but the scars still remain,

Screamin’ at the sky but it don’t ever change.

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Late nights… neon lights…

Still hear your voice when I close my eyes…

New girls… same lies…

Still see your ghost in the city lights…

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Love me in slow motion…

Hold my soul like broken glass…

Even if your heart keeps runnin’…

Some memories still last…

Inside your head I’m floatin’…

Inside your chest I stay…

You can love somebody new now…

But I won’t fade away…

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I don’t want that childish love, folded notes in lockers,

Fake breakup texts from girls scared to talk proper,

Need somebody loyal when my whole world’s darker,

Not somebody switchin’ up the second shit gets harder.

I been workin’ overtime tryna silence my mind,

But your voice get louder every shift every night,

Hear you in the rain, hear you under street lights,

Like a ghost ridin’ shotgun every late night drive.

Honestly I’m mad that I still even care,

Your memory still linger like smoke in the air,

Now the next girl gotta move gentle with me,

’Cause some hearts heal slow and some never leave.

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Now my heart move cautious, I don’t fall that fast,

Every new girl remind me of pieces of my past,

Tryna build somethin’ real that forever gon’ last,

But your voice still haunt me every time that I crash.

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I’M SO SICK OF LOVE BUILT OFF ATTENTION

NOBODY MEAN WHAT THEY SAY WHEN THEY TEXT IT

I GAVE MY HEART NOW MY HEAD FEEL INFECTED

NOW EVERY “FOREVER” SOUND FAKE WHEN YOU SAID IT

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Love me in slow motion…

Don’t tear my soul apart…

Some people leave your body…

But never leave your heart…

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Clockin’ out again… alone in the rain…

Still hear your voice inside my brain…

New life… same pain…

Guess some ghosts never fade…