[Hook Intro]
When the drugs don’t heal it [heal it],
My heart can’t feel it [can’t feel],
And the alcohol won’t help me deal with it [nah].
Drink after drink, shot after shot [shot after shot],
This bottle won’t help me get my stomach out this knot [so numb].
[Verse 1]
We used to laugh together [together],
These walls weren’t built to last forever [forever].
My heart’s been under the weather [so cold],
My mind can’t mingle and I feel like I’m tethered to you [to you].
Yet every night I’m haunted [haunted],
By the things that I never knew [never knew].
I’m still trying to find a way [find a way],
To climb out of this hole and break through [break through].
[Chorus]
I’m not healing [yeah],
My heart’s on a mend, and it’s bending the truth [bending the truth].
My thoughts get loud when I think about [think about],
The love that we had but never figured out [never figured out].
Memories scream loud [so loud],
But my head’s in the clouds [in the clouds].
No one can hear the pain that I put out [put out].
[Verse 2]
I’m running through doubt [through doubt],
But your voice pulls me out [pulls me out].
I’m taking this pain and I’m rerouting the sound [rerouting],
To a place where my screams won’t be so loud [so loud].
I never thought it would be crying and breaking down [breaking down],
Taking this frown and I’m turning it around [turning around].
Now I’m stepping ahead, no longer unwound [no more],
The strength that I need was in me all around [all around].
[Bridge]
In the silence, I found a spark of light [spark of light],
Guiding me forward through the longest night [longest night].
My hands gripping tight as I fight through these walls [these walls],
Still trying to find a way through it all [through it all].
[Verse 3]
I breathe in the future, leave the past behind [leave it behind],
Each day a new chapter, a moment to find [to find].
I won’t let the silence define who I am [who I am],
I’ll rise from the ashes, I know that I can [I can].
I’ll rewrite my story, one step at a time [one step],
Finding new courage in every climb [every climb].
With hope as my compass, I’ll navigate free [navigate],
Because I know deep inside, the strength is in me [in me].
[Final Chorus]
I’m not healing [yeah],
My heart’s on a mend, and it’s bending the truth [bending the truth].
My thoughts get loud when I think about [think about],
The love that we had but never figured out [never figured out].
Memories scream loud [so loud],
But my head’s in the clouds [in the clouds].
No one can hear the pain that I put out [put out].
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