[Intro]
Yeah, memories turn dark, can't shake the past
Got me drownin' in these thoughts, wish I could forget that
talkin' to a ghost, this pain just stacks
Used to be in love, now I'm just tryna relax
[Verse 1]
We was hush hush, secret love in the shadows
Promise I’d keep it, but I fell in tomorrow
Made one slip, got me locked in them bars
Protecting you, now I’m behind these scars
[Pre-Chorus]
You said you wait, but then you just disappeared
Left me in the dark, I was drownin’ in tears
Three months passed, you was gone, you moved on
Found a new man, now I’m lost, gone
[Chorus]
I’m 17, drinkin’, poppin’ pills just to forget your face
But your ghost haunts me, all in my dreams, can’t erase
Let me go, let me breathe, I’m suffocatin’ inside
It’s your fault, you killed my innocence, I can’t deny
[Verse 2]
Used to be pure, now I’m just chaos and pain
Fighting to stay sane, but it’s all in vain
From the boy I was, to the man I’ve become
Lost in this maze, feelin’ numb, so numb
[Bridge]
All these nights, all these fights, I was just tryna protect us
But I ended up in chains, now I’m just a broken hearted fuss
You said you loved me, but your love was just a lie
Now I’m sipin’ my sorrow, askin’ God why?
[Outro]
So let me go, release me from this hell
Your love's a curse, I can’t break this spell
I’m not that boy, I’m just a shell
Haunted by your face, wish I could tell
[End]
Yeah, I’m just tryna find my peace, but it’s so hard to find, yeah.