[Intro – soft, emotional, distant vocals]
(yeah… yeah…)
I still see your face when the night hit…
Swear this shit don’t feel real…
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[Hook – melodic but strained, emotional]
I’ma see you in the smoke when I light this pain
Every tear turn fire, now it burn my brain
They say time heal wounds but it don’t feel the same
I been screaming your name, you don’t hear my pain
I’ma see you in the smoke when I fade away
Every memory cut, yeah it blade my veins
Got me lost in my head, going insane
I ain’t been the same since you went away
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[Verse 1 – aggressive pain, rap]
Man fuck all them talks bout “it get better”
You ain’t lose shit, you don’t know the pressure
I was right there, now you gone forever
Now I’m stuck with this storm, fucked up weather
I be drinking, smoking, tryna feel numb
But the pain still hit when the pills done
Got me talking to the sky like you still come
But I know deep down you ain’t real, huh
Shit hurt different when it’s someone close
Got me screaming at God like “why you chose?”
I got demons now, they won’t let me go
Every night I fight, I can’t get no hope
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[Hook – louder, more pain, layered vocals]
I’ma see you in the smoke when I light this pain
Every tear turn fire, now it burn my brain
They say time heal wounds but it don’t feel the same
I been screaming your name, you don’t hear my pain
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[Verse 2 – darker, more aggressive, raw]
I been crashing out, I don’t think straight
Got me yelling at the mirror full of damn hate
You was everything, now it’s too late
Now I’m living life with a dead weight
I don’t trust shit, I don’t feel love
I just pour another drink, roll another blunt
Everybody fake, I don’t give a fuck
If I die tonight, I don’t feel enough
Yeah I’m cold now, heart froze solid
All this pain inside, yeah I can’t hide it
If you see me smile, yeah I’m just lying
On the inside, yeah a part me dying
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[Bridge – emotional → builds into aggression]
(soft)
I would trade it all just to hear your voice…
Just one call… just one choice…
(building)
But I scream… and nobody hear me…
And I bleed… but nobody feel me…
(snap – aggression hits)
SO FUCK THIS LIFE AND THIS FAKE ASS HEALING
IF YOU GONE THEN WHAT’S THE POINT OF BREATHING
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[Final Hook – full power, layered choir feel]
I’ma see you in the smoke when I light this pain
Every tear turn fire, now it burn my brain
They say time heal wounds but it don’t feel the same
I been screaming your name, you don’t hear my pain
I’ma see you in the smoke when I fade away
Every memory cut, yeah it blade my veins
If there’s life after this, I’ma find my way
Swear to God I’ma see you again one day
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[Outro – soft, fading, echo]
…see you again…
…just not today…