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Lyrics
[Intro]
Six plates at the table, but it never felt right
Two parents in the house, still we fightinβ at night
Secrets in the walls, we was breathinβ it in
Actinβ like a family, hidinβ all of the sin
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[Hook]
I grew up fast, had to carry that weight
Five siblings with me, yeah we all felt the same
Tryna find love but that shit donβt feel real
Too many scars, I donβt know how to heal
We was runninβ from pain, tryna find a way out
All the shit we ainβt say still be screaminβ out loud
Mama good with me but I still see the strain
Some bonds broke forever, we canβt fix that pain
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[Verse 1]
Five kids in the house, we was fightinβ for space
Same blood in our veins, different hurt in our face
Heard the fights through the walls, I was losinβ my sleep
Learned to bury emotions, never sayinβ a peep
Dad had secrets, we ainβt talk but we knew
Energy shift, yeah that shit bleed through
Love felt fake, like it came with a cost
One wrong move and that shit get lost
I donβt trust easy, I was buildinβ a wall
When you seen love break, you expect it to fall
Tried to find it in people that wasnβt the same
Now I question intentions, everybody a game
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[Hook]
I grew up fast, had to carry that weight
Five siblings with me, yeah we all feel the same
Tryna find love but that shit donβt feel real
Too many scars, I donβt know how to heal
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[Verse 2]
Mama held me down, she the reason Iβm here
But I seen her cry, that shit made it clear
Love can hurt even when itβs real
Even strong hearts still gotta feel
Broken relationships all around me
Some bridges gone, ainβt no fixinβ what be
Family tied but itβs barely intact
Some love gone and it ainβt cominβ back
I been tryna escape, dreaminβ of peace
But the past donβt fade, it just donβt release
Every time I love, I expect it to end
Like pain the only thing thatβs real in the end
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[Verse 3 β Eminem-style]
Waitβ¦ six platesβ¦ wasnβt it seven before?
We had a sisterβ¦ but we donβt no more
A baby gone, never got to grow
Just a ghost in the house we donβt even know
What the fuck happened? Why nobody speak?
Why her memory feel so buried, so deep?
No pics, no stories, just silence and space
Like she never existed, just erased
Did she look like us? Would she laugh? Would she cry?
Would she sit at the table? Would she still be alive?
Now itβs just a gap that donβt ever get fixed
A part of my family that donβt existβ¦ but exists
And that shit fuck me up more than I say
βCause you canβt grieve fully when itβs hidden away
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[Bridge]
We donβt talk about itβ¦ we just live around itβ¦
Like she never happenedβ¦ but I feel the absenceβ¦
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[Final Hook]
I grew up fast, yeah I carried that weight
Five siblings with me, yeah we all had our pain
Still tryna love even when it donβt heal
Hopinβ one day it finally feel real
We was runninβ from pain, now Iβm facinβ it all
Tryna break every cycle so my kids never fall
Mama good with me, yeah I hold onto that
Even if some love never cominβ back
Details
GeneratedApr 22, 2026
Duration3:14
LanguageEnglish
Style
Emotional Pain Rap, 130 BPM, minor key, melodic hook + raw verses, piano/ambient, Eminem x Polo G style
Credits
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