[Verse 1]
You kissed my friend in the dark
Now my chest feels split in two
I found the proof on your phone
And I still wanted it to be untrue
Best friend hands on my world
Like he never knew my name
I’m staring at the edge of tonight
And I’m choking on the shame
[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t breathe in this room
Every wall says your lie
My hands shake, my knees fold
I don’t want to say goodbye
If I text one last line
Will you care what it costs?
'Cause my whole life turned to glass
And I’m bleeding from the loss
[Chorus]
I’m not going home tonight
I’m not going home tonight
Hold me here, hold me here
I don’t wanna disappear
I’m not going home tonight
I’m not going home tonight
Call my name, call my name
Don’t let this pain make a grave
[Verse 2]
I heard your laugh through the door
Like a knife in my head
He wore my trust like a mask
Then he left me for dead
I keep thinking of my mother
How she’d cry if she knew
How a girl and a fake friend
Could wreck the whole me and you
[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t breathe in this room
Every wall says your lie
My hands shake, my knees fold
I don’t want to say goodbye
If I text one last line
Will you care what it costs?
'Cause my whole life turned to glass
And I’m bleeding from the loss
[Chorus]
I’m not going home tonight
I’m not going home tonight
Hold me here, hold me here
I don’t wanna disappear
I’m not going home tonight
I’m not going home tonight
Call my name, call my name
Don’t let this pain make a grave
[Bridge]
If this is the end of me
Let it end with a hand
Someone reaching through the dark
Saying, “Breathe, if you can”
I still got a heartbeat
Even wrecked, even sore
So I’m calling for help now
I can’t fight this alone anymore
[Chorus]
I’m not going home tonight
I’m not going home tonight
Hold me here, hold me here
I don’t wanna disappear
I’m not going home tonight
I’m not going home tonight
Call my name, call my name
Don’t let this pain make a grave