The Party Never Stops

[Intro]
Red eyes
Late night
Heart tight
I might
[Verse 1]
Whole crew numb, we just laugh in the lobby
Sleeves pulled down, you don't see what it cost me
Said I'm fine, but I'm lying through my teeth still
Break a glass in my hand just to feel real
Dark room, phone lit, scrolling through disasters
Every pic you post, I just scroll faster
Tell me why the love hit like a car crash
Tell me why I chase it when it all smashed
[Chorus]
The party never stops, I just fall apart in silence (yeah)
Got a hundred fake smiles, can't cover up the violence
In my head, in my chest, where you carved your name in
Now I'm drunk off the pain, I don't even feel the shame when
The party never stops, so I keep on breaking, breaking (oh)
Turn the volume up, just to drown my heart still shaking
If I crash, if I drop, would you even hear it?
'Cause the party never stops
But I wish that it did, I wish that it did (yeah)
[Verse 2]
Cup to my lips, but I'm tasting November
Every cold word that you said, I remember
Hands on my throat, and you called it a "lesson"
Now I wear the bruise like a chain, like a blessing
New girl on me, but she blur at the edges
I don't need a body, I been sleeping with my wreckage
Laugh when I hurt, I don't know another reflex
Staring at the ceiling like it's holding all my secrets
[Chorus]
The party never stops, I just fall apart in silence (yeah)
Got a hundred fake smiles, can't cover up the violence
In my head, in my chest, where you carved your name in
Now I'm drunk off the pain, I don't even feel the shame when
The party never stops, so I keep on breaking, breaking (oh)
Turn the volume up, just to drown my heart still shaking
If I crash, if I drop, would you even hear it?
'Cause the party never stops
But I wish that it did, I wish that it did (oh)
[Bridge]
Tell me who I am when the lights turn gray (yeah)
When the floor clears out, when the crowd goes away
If I scream your name, would it shake these walls?
Or am I just a ghost in designer flaws?
[Chorus]
The party never stops, I just fall apart in silence
Got a hundred fake smiles, can't cover up the violence
In my head, in my chest, where you carved your name in
Now I'm drunk off the pain, I don't even feel the shame when
The party never stops, so I keep on breaking, breaking (breaking)
Turn the volume up, just to drown my heart still shaking
If I crash, if I drop, would you even hear it?
'Cause the party never stops
But I wish that it did, I wish that it did (yeah)

rap, Moody trap/hip-hop beat with detuned bells, warped pads, and spaced-out 808s; male vocals draped in heavy Auto-Tune. Verses spit double-time rage cadences, then melt into drawn-out melodic phrases. Hook explodes with stacked harmonies and wide reverb, ad-libs panning around the main vocal. Sub-bass swells before each chorus, with occasional half-time switch on the final hook for a dramatic, drawn-out finish., sad, heartfelt, emo, moody, hip-hop