BREAK

work so much all I need is a break
got God and I give my thinks
but I’m pushed to the limit 
with this shit that I face

broke up With my girl 
told her that I need space 

thinking bout life 
and back then when my cousin caught a case

I don’t want no fuckin flowers in a vase
I just wanna be alone 
right now 
thoughts get so damn loud
but I won’t shut em out
lately I been feeling like I’m shutting down

can’t eat, can’t sleep lately that’s the run around 

tempted by sins
devil knockin let him in

and we sit down and talk 
I don’t wanna be friend

I don’t wanna hurt people 
but I do it With no end 

got the Bible on the nightstand
used to feel loved back then 
where has he been?

cold hearted 
but they still say I’m sweet
so nice, so kind
but I feel like I’m blind
won’t give up this time

I gotta make it out 
gotta grind

stuck in the bottom
from the mud but I climb

I don’t know how to vent 
so I write these rhymes

I’m filled with the lust
only leads to disgust 
so I pray talk to god
and we sit and discuss

so hard to give love
cause my God is the only one I trust 

I can tell you how I fell
but I can’t open up

yeah…
that’s the way I’m feeling now
late night in the car ride 
with the bass loud 

all I ever wanted to do 
was just make em proud

I know she wanted marriage 
but I couldn’t make the vows

I’ve been giving up
fastin 
what the fuck happened?

 everything we do is just a chemical reaction 

all I do is overthink

I’m sober right now
back then used to over drink

now I’m stuck inside a vibe 
that’s on overdrive

I don’t wanna feel shit
so I’m working all this overtime

been going numb 
but I won’t turn to drugs 

I just turn to my God 
and I pray up above

when the push comes to shove 
I will see who I become 

I’m a man from the dirt
blood stains on my shirt 
feeling pain, feeling hurt 
gotta put myself first 

this is how I feel
nah this ain’t just a verse 

and I know that I’m blessed but it feels like a curse 
I have way too many lessons 
that I know I need to learn 

work so much all I need is a break
got God and I give my thinks
but I’m pushed to the limit 
with this shit that I face

Heavy metal, heavy drums, rapid fast guitar and drum kicks, , male and female vocals