BREAK

work so much all I need is a break

got God and I give my thinks

but I’m pushed to the limit

with this shit that I face

broke up With my girl

told her that I need space

thinking bout life

and back then when my cousin caught a case

I don’t want no fuckin flowers in a vase

I just wanna be alone

right now

thoughts get so damn loud

but I won’t shut em out

lately I been feeling like I’m shutting down

can’t eat, can’t sleep lately that’s the run around

tempted by sins

devil knockin let him in

and we sit down and talk

I don’t wanna be friend

I don’t wanna hurt people

but I do it With no end

got the Bible on the nightstand

used to feel loved back then

where has he been?

cold hearted

but they still say I’m sweet

so nice, so kind

but I feel like I’m blind

won’t give up this time

I gotta make it out

gotta grind

stuck in the bottom

from the mud but I climb

I don’t know how to vent

so I write these rhymes

I’m filled with the lust

only leads to disgust

so I pray talk to god

and we sit and discuss

so hard to give love

cause my God is the only one I trust

I can tell you how I fell

but I can’t open up

yeah…

that’s the way I’m feeling now

late night in the car ride

with the bass loud

all I ever wanted to do

was just make em proud

I know she wanted marriage

but I couldn’t make the vows

I’ve been giving up

fastin

what the fuck happened?

everything we do is just a chemical reaction

all I do is overthink

I’m sober right now

back then used to over drink

now I’m stuck inside a vibe

that’s on overdrive

I don’t wanna feel shit

so I’m working all this overtime

been going numb

but I won’t turn to drugs

I just turn to my God

and I pray up above

when the push comes to shove

I will see who I become

I’m a man from the dirt

blood stains on my shirt

feeling pain, feeling hurt

gotta put myself first

this is how I feel

nah this ain’t just a verse

and I know that I’m blessed but it feels like a curse

I have way too many lessons

that I know I need to learn

work so much all I need is a break

got God and I give my thinks

but I’m pushed to the limit

with this shit that I face