I CANT ESCAPE

I’ve been carried away

lost my innocence and my faith

I used to pray to see heaven but it feels so far away

now watch my body decay

as I rot in my grave

bad omens fill my dreams

I dont know what it means

I’ve become a monster

my own worst enemy

mixing light with the dark

its a perfect balance of chemistry

I bow down to God and I’ll accept my penalty

I’m not good enough

(I NEVER WAS!)

this holy grail feels like hell

I’m drowning deep in this flood

you seep into my visions

I can taste you in my blood

I tried to be the one you wanted

but I just can’t open up

it’s too late I’ve lost my way

down this road I’ve paved

Ive seen my dreams unfold

but all this pain I CANT ESCAPE!

all those memories have left scars

locked away trapped suffocating

treated like trash now my deaths awaiting

I’m on the dark side now

don’t follow me it’s not safe

I’m no longer a slave

so get the fuck out my face!

I can’t feel love like I did back then

now all I feel is hate

I feel the weight

I’ll crash the gates

of this nightmare

sharpened all my blades

cause these demons don’t fight fair

if it’s a war they want

it’s a war they’ll get

no matter how bad it gets you won’t see me sweat

I won’t tolerate threats

I’ve severed the threads

now I’m loose!

when you take your last breath don’t waste it begging for a truce

I’m through

it’s too late I’ve lost my way

down this road I’ve paved

Ive seen my dreams unfold

but all this pain I CANT ESCAPE!