Dark shadows

I see dark shadows they follow me

I wake up just to go back to sleep

and I pray to God I don’t lose my way

it’s like I don’t even know what the fuck to say

I’m lost and I need to get back to the place

and the space and the days were I felt I was safe

I’m ten toes down 6 feet to the grave

and I look at myself like I’m just a mistake

why do I do it?

I’m only human

these people expect me to be fucking perfect

or is it myself?

I’m projecting

I got some demons that I’ve been collecting

I sit by myself all alone

I’m reflecting

I think about choices I make

every day but I don’t think about the people I’m affecting

I have some feelings that I’ve been suppressing

cause I don’t have time to be acting depressing

I see dark shadows they follow me

I wake up just to go back to sleep

and I pray to God I don’t lose my way

it’s like I don’t even know what the fuck to say

the old Me is gone

I don’t know where he went

way too much time that I spent

hellbent

on the fact that I never got to live

but no matter what I carry on

I’ll never call it quits

I’ll do this until I’m in the grave

and I know I’m fucking evil but I’m praying that I’m saved

I don’t wanna be another soul

that’s wasted away

but I gotta lotta pain

that I can’t convey

I can’t wait for tomorrow

gotta do this shit today

to my friends I’m the same old me

but I changed

for the worst

I smile when they see me

they don’t know about the hurt

what’s my worth

at the end of the day when I’m in the dirt

I got tears on my face

and some blood on my shirt

I see dark shadows they follow me

I wake up just to go back to sleep

and I pray to God I don’t lose my way

it’s like I don’t even know what the fuck to say