Regrets

open up

let me see those teeth

blood stains on the sheets

of this bed we made

I made a promise I would never leave

but then I left

mentally I’m spiraling from all of my regrets

I left you in your darkest hour

maybe I was just too young to realize

but that doesn’t change the fact that a decade later I’m still paralyzed

haunted by your ghost

demonic symmetry

when I look in the mirror

all I see is a man that is lost inside his fear

but I’ll never call it quits

and that is one thing that is clear

so

open up

let me see those teeth

blood stains on the sheets

of this bed we made

I made a promise I would never leave

but then I left

mentally I’m spiraling from all of my regrets

my angels have fallen

any love that I felt once is now gone

shattered and I’m broken but I’m better this way

walls up, no trust, no love just hate

the world is on my shoulders and I can not bare the weight

so keep me chained

to this post I’m staked

I don’t deserve heaven

so throw me into the flames

open up

let me see those teeth

blood stains on the sheets

of this bed we made