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Intro – Soft guitar, distant 808]

Yeah…

She said forever like it didn’t hurt to mean it.

Black nail polish on the sink,

Tears falling in the porcelain ring

She used to scream my name like a war cry

Now it’s silence when my phone don’t ping

I got holes in my drywall, knuckles split

From fighting ghosts that don’t exist

She said, “You love like a loaded gun,”

I said, “Baby, I’m just damaged goods.”

She wore my hoodie like armor plates

Kissed my scars like they weren’t mistakes

Now she’s posting pics in a better place

And I’m stuck replaying the words she’d say

“You don’t fight for me, you fight with me,”

Yeah, that line still cuts too clean

I was chaos in a heartbeat

She was everything in between

I thought pain made me honest

But it just made me cruel

You can’t hold somebody close

When you treat love like a duel

Now she’s gone, gone, gone

And I’m screaming at the ceiling

Every wrong, wrong, wrong

Got a lifetime of feeling

She said, “Love shouldn’t feel like war,”

I turned us into a battlefield

Now I’m bleeding in an empty room

With a heart that won’t heal

Red eyes, late nights, cheap wine

Saying “I’m fine” like a punchline

She packed up while I slept

Left a note that just said goodbye

No caps, no hearts, no kiss

Just truth I couldn’t fix

“You don’t know how to love me

Without breaking what you touch.”

Now I’m blasting old playlists loud

Like volume drowns the doubt

But her laugh still echoes

Through every chord I shout

She said I never listened

Guess I only heard myself

Now the only voice that’s left

Is regret on a dusty shelf

I thought anger made me strong

But it just pushed her away

Now I’d give up everything

Just to hear her say my name

She’s gone, gone, gone

And I’m choking on the reasons

Every song, song, song

Sounds like treason

She said, “Love shouldn’t feel like war,”

But I was born in a riot

Now I’m screaming in an empty street

And the silence is quiet

If I could take back every word

Every slammed door, every time I let it burn

I’d hold her like it mattered

Like she wasn’t guaranteed

But I treated love like a habit

Now it’s something I can’t keep

She’s gone, gone, gone

And it’s nobody’s fault but mine

Every wrong, wrong, wrong

Plays back in rewind

She said, “Love shouldn’t feel like war,”

Now I finally see the truth

I didn’t lose just a girl that night…

I lost my youth

Black nail polish on the sink…

And I’m still bleeding pink.