Crazy thoughts really running through my brain telling everybody maybe I’m just insane but I’m telling everybody I’m in my lane and tell my brother to get out of my brain. cause a lot of things in there I’m trying to maintain. Until the true game. So I can’t quit. No matter if I’m sick.
But still feels like it’s just it feel like I’m just forever, falling like a bottomless pit feel like I’m just falling into the abyss. This can’t be it. manifesting everything while using the music. Being delusional enhances it now I’m out here feeling real sick. Out here on my rockstar shit.
Psychopath the reasons got me lit you need to get a grip. fucking deep into the abyss yeah I’m really grinning at the emptiness. Teeth still shining. Ski mask up time to do something grimy.
while I’m still standing. True gesture planning in silence. Let’s hope we don’t revolve to violence. It’s all about clever thoughts and timin. They never suspect somebody so kind hearted And foolish.
That is when I pull out my bigger dish time to clean house real quick
And watch the money start rolling in. can you take a hint I’m making millions. That’s still not fixing what’s really broken. Fighting all these emotions. Just call anxiety a curse then. Give me the pill so I can calm my nerves again. The euphoria is greater than head. Yeah you heard what I said.
But I don’t wanna end up dead. Cause family loss is not a fun gig. Singing at a concert, sharing my music. VIP section if you really wanna lose it.
I’m here on stage and I’m ready to prove it wrote it down deep I hope I don’t lose it. Motherfuckers are fighting over the governments amusement. And I’m here waiting my alignment. Memories coming in fragments. True awakening coming in silence.
Listen, I’m ready for anything even the violence. A lot of people might think I’m speaking nonsense.
But that’s beyond them. Like a plane flying right over them. So I use what I learned to make millions touring around the world while impacting these humans. While they’re consuming my movement. turn the negative thoughts into amusement. Then just keep on grooving. Might take a trip to London. I’m truly not trying to blend in. Take over by possession i’m not nobody’s weapon. My life is truly a blessing.
Please allow me to get a little messy making money. I have to be a little greedy had to lock in no more watching TV. Or anything streaming.
All those things are so diminishing. When was I going to the casino and leaving with no winnings?
But look, who am I kidding? Falling down into my feelings pull the slot machine hopefully I hear winnings. Then smoke and drink until I’m looking at the ceiling. Understanding how I get rid of grievance. listen to the sequence
Time to take bereavement. Soul is really running thin. Just let me blow in the wind.
JBDL
