Dried up my soul

I don’t really know anymore. feel my brain going slow. I tell my brother yeah I really see the ghost.

the ghost that is really my soul trying to tell me which way to go, but I still feel alone on this iced out road. Colder than my soul. But my soul has me on a rope. Pulling me along.

Looking for a roll model since I lost my mom. I really lost in that fog that just tagged along still like I’m stuck in bed with sleep paralysis. Keeping me up and I start to get in my head. Getting hard to breathe. like there’s an anvil. Or someone changing the air to the deep ocean sea.

Laying there in the dark, listening to the whispers. I swear I heard. You’ll be scared of what I found submerged.

Her eyes bold and round like a bird. My hart is so filled it’s starting to hurt. feeling like my chest is about to burst. Seeing her makes everything burn.

But I guess I shall let her go and just deal with this sorrows. That’s being to grow…

Ahead is the light that the devil stole. So I’m a go in to that dark hole. That seems to take everything I throw. So let me pull the pin out and let this grenade blow.

But then, as the dust clears. I drop to the floor and my eyes full of tears. I just blow my mind. Let the flames rise. Burning my inside. Making it feel like I about to die. But before I go.

I swear this government is a joke. Making us work just to stay afloat. People got a lot of methods to cope. But many end up in the hospital where they soon float. So let Jesus take charge of your soul you’ll fully know that everything starts with the soul , vibrations and frequency. That makes the code. so it time for to follow the road that’s about to unfold.