Foggy mind

I tried to do everything that I see so so I just smoke my green and go to bed I feel some type of relief.

I just really end up dead too many times I’m talking to the demon that in my mind and I swear that his really inside.

I saw in my mind was telling me what to do but then there’s time I’m just really confused just walking this dirt With some bear shoes but everyone around me, probably thinking I’m crazy too, They poke at the boat, but then I just told them you better go on home.

Cuz I’m about to lose my tone. I was just really confused.

Is that me talking or is it the voices too, Nice to know, I’m never alone. this demons got their own tone and twisting my insides, getting me what to do then I didn’t know anything anymore because that was the darkness inside that’s closer to ending my life.

My life so I just told everybody just give me a ride. Give me another line to tell them I had more time cause I know I had the light that was dwelling up inside. but then everything that was helping just losing my mind.

please just step aside before I open up my third eye and I tell these demons to rip you apart and …dang, that a Jeffrey Dahmer scene.

Trust me you don’t want that to be. cuz I have people calling me banging for mercy. I said I’m just listening to the demon deities. I’m just kidding. They’re really just obeyed by me. I guess I really made them part of my team, but don’t worry I got the angels right next to me Because I also got that god in me. Can’t you see because right now I’m bout to give you some mercy. So don’t cry I was just trying to live my life. I guess my mind was a bit slippery. There’s times I feel like it’s not really me. That’s just a different personality. That really just inside me and he put these dark thoughts in my mind.

You see trying to do my best, but I really just get caught up in my head. Then I start to feel this grief building up again. I tried to reach out for a helping hand that is like I really have no friends, but that’s not not gonna make me give up again.

about this thing that’s trapped in my mind. Yes it makes me feel hopeless at night so I just smoke just to get through the night so I will not have to buy that thing inside and then I go to sleep. That’s my life.but everybody just really know my crying inside