I’m telling you this universe is cutting me deep I feel like everything is just about to put me to sleep 6 feet under yeah you soon to be. Let me tell you. I’m really on my 2 feet.
And leaving the old body right there deceased but that was just the old me. Let me show you what’s you truly need to see. Allow me to pull back my layers and let everything release. About to show everybody there’s more than one side of me.
But this is something I built something I truly did. So get those negative thoughts out my head. I know a lot of these demons really want me dead. I said give me what I want and i’ll commit to the bit. Just please know I need to leave my family out of it. just me and you let’s handle it. Looks like my last candle is lit.
Visions flashing in my head real quick hard to understand, all I know changes in the palm of my hand. So no matter what I’m always gonna stand. So no more leaving time stamps. All you need to do is go right back to your vibration and start to understand what’s within.
No retreating when the fight begins. It’s you versus you. Last man standing wins. Get ready for your mind to bend. Time to leave this man for dead. Dead man walking sleep with one eye open when you go to bed. Clock is always ticking inside my head. Might be good or I might end up dead.
A gamble with my life that’s not Russian roulette got me smiling in here. I’m turning red. I’m all in. Let’s play until I’m bled. Psychopathic mind misfiring again.
I guess I can’t take it back. I said what I said. Adrenaline junkie pushing life to the edge. Maybe end up like Danny Phantom have human half dead. Acid experience in my head. Juice WRLD was the best free-stylist. More popular than the world’s best violinist. I know they could never be no comparison. i’m just a songwriter trying to represent the people hurting within.
I feel like a storm was brewing up in my head. Maybe it’s your own voice that wants you dead I tried to control mine. And because of that, I kept almost dying. But I never stop me from trying you get used to the pain and crying, but then it just takes timing. Like knowing when to put your hands down when doing parkour and swinging around. Remembering the world is my playground. Let me stop fooling around. Finally shake these demons out. And The evil people walking about. I want them out. So I build an empire. With hope and no doubt.vibrations really strong now.
JBDL
