Loves a bitch

I learned your scars like a second language

Every crack in your voice, I could translate it

You were chaos wrapped in a heartbeat

And I made a home in the way you break things

I gave you pieces I couldn’t replace

Watched you smile while you took my place

You said “forever” like it meant something

But forever died in the words you weren’t saying

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I bent ‘til I broke just to keep you whole

Turned into someone I don’t even know

Every red flag looked gold in your light

Now I’m bleeding out just to feel alright

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I loved you more than myself

That’s how I lost everything

Put your heart over my health

Now I don’t feel anything

You were the fire I held

Even when it burned my skin

I loved you more than myself

And I won’t do that again

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You wore my trust like a loaded gun

Pulled the trigger slow just to watch me run

I kept chasing ghosts in your empty eyes

While you fed me truth mixed in with your lies

I was drowning, you called it love

Said I wasn’t “enough,” then I gave you more

Every piece of me you took and twisted

Now I’m just someone I don’t recognize anymore

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You took my heart like it owed you rent

Left me with nothing but what you spent

I gave you heaven, you gave me hell

Now I’m a stranger inside myself

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I loved you more than myself

That’s how I lost everything

Put your heart over my health

Now I don’t feel anything

You were the fire I held

Even when it burned my skin

I loved you more than myself

And I won’t do that again

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[Bridge] (darker, breaking point)

I’d tear my soul just to keep you warm

Stood in your rain, called it a storm

You were the blade I chose to kiss

Now I’m addicted to the pain you left

Tell me—was I ever real to you?

Or just someone you could bleed right through?

I gave you love ‘til there was none left

Yeah… I loved you more than myself

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[Final Chorus] (more powerful, reclaiming)

I loved you more than myself

But I’m taking it back tonight

All the pieces you made me hate

I’m learning how to rewrite

You were the war I felt

Now I’m done with the fight

I loved you more than myself…

Now I choose my life